{"id":404,"date":"2011-08-27T16:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-08-27T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/blog\/?p=404"},"modified":"2011-08-27T16:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-08-27T16:00:00","slug":"her-guardian-angel-her-angel-romance-series-4-chapter-five","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/blog\/2011\/08\/27\/her-guardian-angel-her-angel-romance-series-4-chapter-five\/","title":{"rendered":"Her Guardian Angel (Her Angel Romance Series #4) &#8211; Chapter Five"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s time for another chapter of <a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel\"><b>Her Guardian Angel (Her Angel romance series #4)<\/b><\/a> as part of my<i> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/paranormal-pandemonium-blog-tour.php\">Paranormal Pandemonium 2011 Blog Tour<\/a><\/i>. I&#8217;ll be posting the first five chapters for FREE. You can find them all by clicking here: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.indieparanormalromancebooks.com\/search\/label\/Her%20Guardian%20Angel%20-%20chapters\">Her Guardian Angel chapters<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel\"><b>Her Guardian Angel<\/b><\/a>   is currently available in e-book direct from my website, Amazon Kindle   Stores, and Smashwords, Apple iBookstore and Kobo. It will soon be  available from Barnes and  Noble, Sony. It&#8217;s also available as a  paperback from Amazon  sites and Barnes and Noble.<\/p>\n<p>Other stories in the <i>Her Angel<\/i> series are: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Dark%20Angel\"><b>Her Dark Angel<\/b><\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Fallen%20Angel\"><b>Her Fallen Angel<\/b><\/a> and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Warrior%20Angel\"><b>Her Warrior Angel<\/b><\/a>. Details of them and where they are available in e-book and paperback can be found at my website: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebookseries.php?series=Her%20Angel\">http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebookseries.php?series=Her%20Angel<\/a><\/p>\n<div style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel\" style=\"clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" src=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/images\/uploads\/picDetailherguardianangel.jpg\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #c27ba0; font-family: Georgia,\"Times New Roman\",serif;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><b>Her Guardian Angel<\/b><\/span><\/a><\/div>\n<p><b>Felicity Heaton<\/b><br \/>A simple mission becomes a fight for survival in this fantastic instalment in the Her Angel series.<\/p>\n<p>A  guardian angel dedicated to his duty, Marcus will do whatever Heaven   asks of him, but even his loyalty has its limits. When his superior   orders him to gain Amelia\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s trust through seduction, Marcus starts to   question his mission and his feelings for the beautiful woman he has   watched over since her birth.<\/p>\n<p>Amelia has gone from one  bad relationship to another, so when a  gorgeous guy moves in next door  looking like Mr Right, she hopes he  doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t turn out to be another  black knight in disguise. But there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s  more to Marcus than meets the  eye, and when he rescues her from three  demonic men, Amelia is thrust  into his nightmarish world\u00e2\u20ac\u201da world where  God and the Devil exist, and  only one angel can save her from  death\u00e2\u20ac\u201dMarcus, the angel she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s falling  in love with.<\/p>\n<p>On the run from demonic angels and the  Devil himself, aided by Marcus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s  angel friends and their amazing women,  fighting for survival against  the odds, Marcus and Amelia discover a  love that will last forever.<\/p>\n<p>A love so strong it will shake Heaven and Hell.<\/p>\n<p>ebook price: $3.99<br \/>paperback price: $9.99 <br \/>genre: paranormal angel romance<br \/>length: 110000 words<br \/>rating: sultry<br \/>released: July 2011<br \/>Book 4 in the Her Angel series<\/p>\n<p><strong>Available in e-book from:<\/strong><br \/><strong>Author&#8217;s website:<\/strong> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel\">http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel<\/a><br \/><strong>Amazon Kindle:<\/strong> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/\">http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/<\/a><br \/><strong>Amazon Kindle Germany:<\/strong> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.de\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/\">http:\/\/www.amazon.de\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/<\/a><br \/><strong>Amazon Kindle UK:<\/strong> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.co.uk\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/\">http:\/\/www.amazon.co.uk\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/<\/a><br \/><strong>Kobo Books:<\/strong> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.kobobooks.com\/ebook\/Her-Guardian-Angel-Her-Angel\/book-lVb0k7lC80OOiMBAOa-Ldg\/page1.html\">http:\/\/www.kobobooks.com\/ebook\/Her-Guardian-Angel-Her-Angel\/book-lVb0k7lC80OOiMBAOa-Ldg\/page1.html<\/a><br \/><strong>Smashwords:<\/strong> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.smashwords.com\/books\/view\/77776\">http:\/\/www.smashwords.com\/books\/view\/77776<\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Available in paperback from:<\/strong><br \/><strong>Amazon.com:<\/strong> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/dp\/1463788363\/\">http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/dp\/1463788363\/<\/a><br \/><strong>Barnes and Noble:<\/strong> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.barnesandnoble.com\/w\/her-guardian-angel-felicity-heaton\/1032773836\">http:\/\/www.barnesandnoble.com\/w\/her-guardian-angel-felicity-heaton\/1032773836<\/a><\/p>\n<p><b>You can now download the extended excerpt of Her Guardian Angel (the first five chapters) in PDF from my website. Just click the large &#8220;download extended excerpt&#8221; button on the book page: <\/b><a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel\">http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel<\/a><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><b><span style=\"color: #c27ba0; font-family: Georgia,\"Times New Roman\",serif; font-size: large;\">CHAPTER FIVE<\/span><\/b><\/div>\n<p>There was no doubt about it.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus had put his foot in it.<\/p>\n<p>Everything had been going well yesterday until Amelia had taken hold of  his hand and he had quickly withdrawn his, and rather than making an  excuse as planned, he had warned her away.<\/p>\n<p>Instinct had pushed those words from his lips.<\/p>\n<p>He had no desire to get any closer to her than was necessary.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus raked his fingers through his overlong black hair, combing it  away from his forehead, and stared into the distance across the rooftops  of London.<\/p>\n<p>Who was he fooling?<\/p>\n<p>Not himself, that was certain.<\/p>\n<p>The spark of desire her touch had reignited in him, bringing his hunger  to caress her in return back to boiling point, and the warmth that  travelled through his flesh, spreading outwards from the point where her  fingers rested against his skin was unmistakably a sign of him  harbouring an attraction towards her.<\/p>\n<p>He paced the black tarred roof of his apartment building, scouring the  horizon for an answer to his troubles. The problem of gaining Amelia\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s  trust had been all but solved until he had foolishly told her to keep  away from him.<\/p>\n<p>He had always been aware that his instinct to protect her ran deep in  his veins but had never suspected that it had corrupted his heart too  and that he would even deem it necessary to protect her from himself.  She\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d had her share of pain and suffering, more than such a pure kind  soul deserved, and he couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t bring himself to add to it. When his  mission was over, he was leaving Earth and Amelia behind him for good.  If he used her desire against her, her heart would break when that  happened. She would never understand. She would blame herself, just as  she did whenever one of the vile men she involved herself with decided  to leave her or did something that forced her to leave them.<\/p>\n<p>He couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be like them.<\/p>\n<p>Amelia deserved better.<\/p>\n<p>Far better than him, that was for sure.<\/p>\n<p>One day, she would meet the man who would become her world and who would treat her right and make her happy.<\/p>\n<p>A flash of her smiling at him yesterday cut into his thoughts and deep into his chest.<\/p>\n<p>He had made her smile.<\/p>\n<p>Truly smile with happiness and warmth.<\/p>\n<p>And then she had looked wounded, leaving him at the caf\u00c3\u00a9 alone to  ponder what had possessed him to say such things to her and why he had  decided to once again intervene in her destructive relationship with her  ex-lover.<\/p>\n<p>Duty.<\/p>\n<p>In part it was a lie to say he did these things out of his sense of  duty, but it was also his shield and he would not cast it aside.<\/p>\n<p>The dying rays of the sun warmed his skin, the lingering heat of the  day cocooning him in a soft breeze that stirred his soul as he watched  the sun set over London. It was growing late. Time had passed quickly  while he had been lost in his thoughts, hidden away from the hustle and  bustle of the mortal realm far below him, and he still hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t found the  answers to the questions that plagued him. Questions about his mission  had been joined by ones about Amelia and her feelings for him.<\/p>\n<p>Why would a beautiful mortal female look upon him with such desire?<\/p>\n<p>Marcus looked down at his hands and turned them palm up. These hands  had killed many in the line of duty, harvesting souls of sinners and  detaining them for judgement. In times past, when wars had been  frequent, he had reaped battlefields and cities alike in the name of  Heaven, following orders to the letter to assist the angels of death in  their mission, never once feeling remorse over his actions.<\/p>\n<p>Until now.<\/p>\n<p>He had told her to keep away from him.<\/p>\n<p>She deserved better than a man who had killed so many of her kind without flinching.<\/p>\n<p>A role he would gladly resume once his current mission had come to an end.<\/p>\n<p>He was no better than those men who had hurt her.<\/p>\n<p>If anything, he was worse.<\/p>\n<p>For all their noise and disgraceful behaviour, none of them had ever  taken the life of another mortal. Amelia believed him good and kind,  thought that he was different to the men she had previously been  intimate with, but she would never see him that way if she knew the  things he had done in his past, in the time before he had lost his  wings.<\/p>\n<p>Since being cursed, he had led a different life. Wars had become less  frequent and the angels of death had no longer required outside  assistance from the other branches of angels in Heaven. His kind, the  guardians, had returned to their normal duties, shepherding souls and  protecting Heaven, or watching over the mortals, both in the present and  in the future.<\/p>\n<p>He had never seen the single pool which held the future. Only a few  angels were allowed entry to the room containing it in the grand  palatial house of Heaven, and those angels were sworn to silence,  allowed only to speak to their superior, who in turn relayed necessary  information on critical events to other high ranking angels.<\/p>\n<p>His superior included.<\/p>\n<p>Which led Marcus to believe that he was aware of what fate awaited Amelia.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus curled his fingers into fists and frowned at the vambraces  protecting his forearms, watching the way the sunlight danced across the  blue armour and reflected off the silver raised edges and the silver  buckles on the leather straps against his underarms.<\/p>\n<p>There was something freeing about changing out of his mortal appearance  and donning his armour. He felt closer to home again and distant from  the goings on of the mortal world around him. He shrugged his shoulders,  raising the blue breastplate of his armour and exposing his bare  stomach, and then stretched his arms out at his sides and closed his  eyes as he unfurled his wings.<\/p>\n<p>Warm summer air tickled his silvery-blue feathers, teasing his senses,  and he basked in the sunlight, absorbing the heat and allowing it to  relax him and chase away his troubled thoughts.<\/p>\n<p>He was a soldier.<\/p>\n<p>Soldiers followed their orders.<\/p>\n<p>He didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t have to think. He just had to follow orders and his mission would be over.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus opened his eyes and looked at the infinite sky. The pale blue  dome turned to green and then hues of orange near the horizon, scattered  with ribbons of cloud that caught the fading sunlight and burned gold  and pink. It was beautiful and this evening it would be his playground  again, his world in which he would immerse himself to escape the mortal  realm and find peace for a few brief hours. He would fly until he ached  from the exertion, until he couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t beat his wings one last time, and  then he would return to his apartment and sleep until morning finally  came.<\/p>\n<p>Free of this world.<\/p>\n<p>Five centuries without wings and every day had been torture.<\/p>\n<p>He beat his wings and lifted off the tarred roof only to be struck by a shaft of brilliant white light.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus closed his eyes and waited for the tingling sensation caused by the light to pass before opening them again.<\/p>\n<p>He sighed at the sight of the white double doors ahead and the reception room surrounding him.<\/p>\n<p>All he had wanted was to fly for a while. Couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t they have waited? By  the time they returned him, it would be deep night. These things never  moved swiftly and while they could return him to the same moment they  had taken him, they never did.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus pushed the double doors open and marched straight to the dock,  facing the same three angels who had questioned him the last time they  had brought him here.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153There has been a development.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d His superior sat at the head of the  triangle closest to Marcus, his sandy hair as neat as his blue armour  and the large silver-blue wings tucked against his back.<\/p>\n<p>The dark haired mediator and white-blond haired angel of death murmured in agreement.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153May I ask what this development is?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Marcus hid none of his  displeasure at having his plans for the evening ruined. They had brought  him here and he would make the most of it. While they hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t answered  direct questions about his mission, perhaps they would answer one about  the date of the event if he asked it in such a way that linked it to  this development. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Does it mean my mission will end soon?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>All three angels nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Your final task approaches.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d There was no lie in his superior\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s  expression, or that of the other two angels. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Soon your mission will  end, Marcus.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You have been patient in your duty and we appreciate everything you  have done for us. Once this final task has been completed, you will be  free to return to Heaven.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d The mediator to his superior\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s left smiled at  him and then looked across at the angel of death.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You must be relieved to know that your final task will be over soon and you can return home,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d the white-blond haired man said.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus nodded and his shoulders relaxed with the relief that swept  through him but he didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t quite feel as he had expected to on hearing  such good news. There was something about the appearances of all three  angels, and the soft way they spoke to him, that set him on edge and  filled his head with more questions than ever before.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What is my final task?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d All three angels had mentioned it so all three  knew what it was, but the moment the question left his lips, their  expressions turned stony and closed.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You will find out soon enough.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d His superior leaned back in his chair  on the raised platform. The other two angels seated slightly behind him  looked at each other and then at his superior, and then at Marcus.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153In the meantime, you must continue to protect her from the world.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d  Those words leaving the mediator\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lips startled Marcus into looking  straight at him.<\/p>\n<p>It was more than he had been told before.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Am I to believe that there is someone who seeks to harm her?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d It had  always been there at the back of his mind. Why would a mortal need an  angel to watch over them until a certain point in time? Why would they  need a protector unless someone intended to hurt them? He had never been  told to guide her on her path. His mission had always been phrased in a  way that made him believe it was physical protection that she had  needed in order to achieve her destiny.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You must not allow demons to interfere with her existence.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s gaze snapped back to his superior and he stared wide-eyed at him. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Demons?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>The sandy-haired man nodded. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You must keep the female safe until the event that we have witnessed comes to pass.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153And what is this event?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Marcus knew he had pushed too far again when darkness crossed his superior\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s face.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It is not necessary for you to know that right now, Marcus. We need  you to focus on your mission. It has become critical that you gain her  trust. Your attempt failed. Your mission was clear. You will get closer  to her by any means. Do you understand?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t sure that he wanted to understand.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What are you implying exactly?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d He frowned at his superior, wanting  him to say the words so he knew exactly what they were ordering him to  do. So everyone here knew and acknowledged the order they were giving  him.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153The female is enamoured with you. You are to use that to gain her trust.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s heart raced, anger curling through his body as he looked at  all three men seated before him and searched each of their faces for a  sign that this was some sort of sick joke. Their expressions remained  cold and fixed, hard as they stared back at him. He reined in his  outrage and stifled it, unwilling to allow it to control him and give  away how much he despised the thought of what they were asking of him  let alone the reality of it.<\/p>\n<p>He had no desire to be false with Amelia or hurt her, and they were ordering him to do just that.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Why is having her trust so important?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he bit out the words and then  clamped his jaw shut before he could add that it was despicable of them  to do such a thing to a mortal. He had no love for the mortals himself  but he had principles. He was an angel, born into a race created to  protect humans, not deceive them and lead them into sinning. That was  the job of those in the service of the Devil.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Silence, Marcus.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>He glared at his superior, barely restraining his fury and desire to  argue. Using Amelia\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s feelings in such a way went against everything he  stood for, all of his principles and his honour, and was callous and  cruel. He had no desire to hurt her.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Follow your orders.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus went to speak but the light engulfed him again. When it faded,  he was standing outside the caf\u00c3\u00a9 where he had shared coffee with Amelia.<\/p>\n<p>He tilted his head back and frowned at the colourful evening sky. They  had returned him to the exact moment in time that they had taken him.  Why? It wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t like them.<\/p>\n<p>He looked down at himself and noted that he was dressed now, wearing a  dark blue shirt and dark jeans with his boots. It was a little smarter  than his usual attire and it was his true appearance, not a glamour they  had cast upon him. They had even neatened his hair for him, combing the  unruly black lengths back out of his face. Why? They had to be up to  something.<\/p>\n<p>The answer became apparent when Amelia walked past him, heavy white plastic grocery bags hanging from her arms.<\/p>\n<p>They certainly weren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t wasting any time. They had dressed him up and  sent him back to the moment they had taken him so he could seduce Amelia  tonight.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus shook his head. He couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t do such a thing and he doubted she  would go for it even if he tried. His actions the other day had driven  her away and she hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t even looked at him the two times they had passed  each other today.<\/p>\n<p>Although, he suspected that her reason for ignoring him just now was because she literally hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seen him.<\/p>\n<p>He waved at another passerby, his hand close to their face, and they didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t even flinch.<\/p>\n<p>When the person had passed him and there were no others in sight, he  lifted the glamour that made him invisible to mortal eyes and hurried  towards the entrance to his apartment building, determined to reach it  before Amelia stepped into the lift. The dull silver lift doors were  closing just as he stepped into the foyer and he raced for them.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hold it,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he hollered and was surprised when the doors opened again and he stepped inside to find that Amelia was alone.<\/p>\n<p>Had she known it was him and that was why she had held the doors, or  hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t she realised? He pinched the bridge of his nose. A man could go  crazy trying to figure out the inner workings of the female mind. It was  little wonder he had never bothered to try before now.<\/p>\n<p>The journey up to their floor passed in uncomfortable silence and it  was only when they were stepping out of the lift that inspiration struck  Marcus.<\/p>\n<p>He couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t disobey his orders to gain her trust but that didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t mean  he had to play the cad and seduce her. He would try the friendship thing  again and hopefully this time he wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t mess it up. Rather than using  her attraction towards him, he would do something he had never done. He  would lower his guard and let her in instead, and gain her trust that  way, as a man would, not a devil. No deception.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus reminded himself that he was already deceiving her. She had no  idea what he really was and why he had been living next door to her for a  month now.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Amelia,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he said and she stopped at her door and turned to face him.  Her beauty arrested his steps and his breath, chasing away some of his  anger. He hesitated and then walked over to her, broadcasting as much  confidence as he could manage given the unfamiliar situation. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I  apologise about yesterday. Can I make it up to you somehow?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>She smiled. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Dinner would be good.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Like a date? That didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t sound good at all. That sounded like what his  superior had ordered him to do. Marcus squirmed for a few seconds,  battling the part of him that said it wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be so bad to seduce her.  She was beautiful and he was finding it increasingly difficult to get  dancing Amelia out of his head and his dreams.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153How about dinner at my place?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he said without thinking and the way  her face lit up was all the answer he needed. It had been impulsive but  it had avoided taking her out to dinner and therefore any sense that  this was more than platonic.<\/p>\n<p>He frowned.<\/p>\n<p>Or had he only made it sound more like an offer of sex?<\/p>\n<p>Dinner in his apartment could easily be classified as more intimate than dinner in a restaurant.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Great. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll be over in half an hour.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d With that, she opened the door  to her apartment and closed it behind her, leaving him standing in the  cream hallway trying to figure out what he had offered her.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps he should call for assistance. He knew one angel in London.  Einar was fallen thanks to his forbidden relationship with a female  half-demon but that very fact only meant that he was qualified to answer  Marcus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s questions.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus opened the door to his own apartment with the intent of calling  Einar and interrogating him about women and whether he had just offered  something a touch more intimate than anticipated but halted halfway to  the telephone. The apartment was a mess.<\/p>\n<p>He had never really paid much attention to his living quarters but it  certainly didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t look like the sort of place a man should invite a woman  into. He swapped calling Einar for a quick sweep of his apartment,  using his supernatural speed to toss all dirty clothes into the laundry  basket in his bathroom, straighten furniture, and clear the dust away  before Amelia knocked on his door. If there was any time left on the  clock, he would phone his friend for advice, but it wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t looking  promising. The bathroom was a mess too and so was the kitchen, and she  was likely to visit both of those places.<\/p>\n<p>Dinner in a restaurant suddenly looked more appealing.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus stopped dead in the middle of the kitchen, turned on his heel,  and gingerly opened the white refrigerator. The only thing in it was  some old cheese he hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t particularly enjoyed the taste of and a half  eaten melon that had seen better days. There was no need to inspect the  dark wooden cupboards. He could definitely recall eating the remaining  half a box of cereal this morning whilst thinking and the carton was  still on his bedside table to prove it.<\/p>\n<p>Someone knocked on the door.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus spun to face the kitchen doorway and looked through it to the  entertainment centre in the living room. He glared at the clock on his  DVD player. Amelia was ten minutes early. He cursed. No time to correct  the food problem or call Einar. He scanned the pale apartment en route  to the door and, satisfied that it now appeared far less like the  bachelor pad it was, opened it.<\/p>\n<p>His greeting fled his lips the moment he set eyes on her.<\/p>\n<p>She had changed out of the short jacket, t-shirt and jeans she had been  wearing in the lift and into a rather alluring little dark red dress  that had him clearing his throat and searching for a compliment.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You look\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d What would she like to hear? The expectant shine to her  eyes and the tentative smile curving the corners of her glossy cherry  lips said that she was hoping to hear beautiful or similar, and he would  be a liar if he said anything less. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Stunning.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Stunning was apt. He certainly felt as though she had clobbered him.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t look half bad yourself.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d She smiled and he went to follow  suit but then she held up a bottle in front of her and he froze. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I only  had ros\u00c3\u00a9. I know it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a bit girly but it would\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve been rude to bring  nothing.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>He hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t really taken in anything she had said whilst he had been staring at his nemesis.<\/p>\n<p>Alcohol.<\/p>\n<p>Of course she would bring alcohol. It was the right response to the  situation, wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t it? A man invited her to dinner in his apartment. She  brought something to make the evening go without a hitch.<\/p>\n<p>He forced a smile and reached out to take it, but she drew it back to her chest, clutching it there and eyeing him closely.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not a good smile. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve seen that smile before,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d she said with a  small frown and looked down at the bottle. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s really all I had but  then I guess you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re probably a beer drinker.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153No.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d He snatched the bottle from her, accidentally brushing her  cleavage at the same time. Could someone in Heaven reverse the past  thirty minutes for him and give him a second chance in which not to make  a complete idiot of himself?<\/p>\n<p>The blush on Amelia\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cheeks and the way she was staring at her breasts  said it all. He had practically groped her. Considering he had wanted  this evening to be little more than just opening up to her and gaining  her trust through friendship, he was certainly sending out the wrong  sort of signals. Were his superiors in Heaven tampering with him or  something? He didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t feel at all like himself and he was currently on  course for gaining her trust the way they wanted.<\/p>\n<p>Still, the feel of her soft breasts beneath his fingers in that flash  of a caress had his heart racing and palms sweating. He was a stranger  to physical intimacy but had witnessed enough carnal matters as a  watcher to know the sordid things humans did. It hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t interested him  much in the past, but the more he focused on his hand and the area that  had brushed her chest and on how beautiful Amelia looked tonight, the  more appealing interacting with her physically became.<\/p>\n<p>Cad.<\/p>\n<p>The object of tonight\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mission wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seduction. It was forming the foundations of friendship.<\/p>\n<p>She stared at him, making him heavily aware that he should have said  something to explain his reaction rather than drifting off into a  fantasy world.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153The wine you have brought is not the problem&#8230; and it is most  appreciated&#8230; but&#8230; I just don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t really drink.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d He shrugged and hoped  she would let it go and not pursue the subject. He wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t sure what he  would say if she asked him why he didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t drink. Could he play the role  of recovering alcoholic? Would that dampen Amelia\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s desire for him?<\/p>\n<p>Marcus wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t sure whether that would be a good thing or a bad thing.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Oh.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Her eyebrows rose, bringing her head up with them, and he wished  she would stop looking at him in a way that left him feeling  emasculated. She nodded a few times and then said, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153So you don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t drink  coffee and you avoid alcohol. Are you one of those vegan types too?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hell no.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d He stepped back, horrified at the suggestion. He could eat a  whole cow in one sitting when on Earth. In Heaven, he didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t have to  eat at all, but that certainly didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t place him in the vegan category.  There was nothing wrong with abstaining from certain substances that  didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t agree with your lifestyle choice, but this wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t one of those  times and he would be happy to prove it to her.<\/p>\n<p>Amelia closed the door behind her and walked into his apartment,  casting her gaze over everything and then him, and he felt the challenge  in her look. She was trying to figure him out and he didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t  particularly like the tone of her expression.<\/p>\n<p>In a fit of desire to prove himself a man, he strode into the kitchen,  unscrewed the cap on the wine and set it down on the counter. Another  flaw in his plan produced itself as he searched the dark wooden  cupboards for wine glasses but he overcame it by using two short  tumblers instead. If anything, ros\u00c3\u00a9 wine could only look more manly in  such a glass, surely?<\/p>\n<p>He poured two healthy glasses of wine as Amelia approached the open  double doors and then held one out to her. She took it without  questioning his choice of glass and then raised it towards him.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Cheers,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d she said in a low sexy voice that had his gaze drifting  towards her lips so he could watch her drink and then added, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Cheers?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus realised he was supposed to respond in kind, so raised his glass too. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Cheers.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Or bottoms up.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Amelia giggled, turned and walked back into the living room.<\/p>\n<p>Bottoms up.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s eyes dropped to her backside. The deep red material of her  dress clung to it, emphasising the shape of her bottom in a way that had  his blood pounding through his temples again. He took a deep breath and  joined her in the living room. Amelia sipped her drink. Marcus stared  at his.<\/p>\n<p>Alcohol hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t passed his lips in five centuries, not since the one and  only time he had dared to drink it and had awoken with a demonic curse  scrawled on his back. Back then, it had been a forbidden item. Now, any  angel could drink it without castigation.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus had no desire to do such a thing.<\/p>\n<p>He took another deep breath and blew it out, trying to psych himself  up. He could feel Amelia\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s gaze on him and he hoped she didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t think he  was spacing out again or had noticed his fear of what might happened  when he finally took a sip of the wine. Blood whooshed through his ears,  drowning out all sound as he stared at the innocent looking pink liquid  in the glass. Alcohol released inhibitions. It would be a good way of  lowering his guard so he could grow closer to Amelia and gain her trust.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus lifted it to his lips and breathed in, catching the fiery hint  of alcohol in its scent, and then continued. The moment it passed his  lips, a shiver raced down his spine and along his arms, and heat  followed it down his throat.<\/p>\n<p>The effect was instantaneous. He had spent the whole day thinking over  his mission and had ignored his body\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cries for nourishment, leaving  him ravenous and his stomach empty. The wine rocketed straight to his  head, sending it spinning, and a second sip only made the situation  worse, lessening his control over his body.<\/p>\n<p>His eyes widened in alarm when his wings pushed for freedom and he  concentrated hard in an attempt to contain them and stop them from  tearing through his navy shirt.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll be just a minute.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d He rushed into the bathroom, slammed the door,  and turned to face the white vanity unit and the large rectangular  mirror above it on the wall.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus set his glass down and fumbled with it, almost knocking his wine  down the sink, and then turned the cold tap on so fast that he had to  dash to his right to avoid the spray of water that bounced off the  porcelain, threatening to douse his crotch. With a grimace, he turned  the tap down to a steady flow and splashed the water on his face. His  wings pushed again and he ached with the desire to strip off his shirt  and unleash them for a moment, to surrender to his desire to beat them  and shed his mortal appearance.<\/p>\n<p>He couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t.<\/p>\n<p>Not only could Amelia end up seeing them, ruining any chance of gaining  her trust, but he might not want to put them away again. He couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t  spend the whole evening in the bathroom.<\/p>\n<p>His stomach growled and he pressed his damp hand against it.<\/p>\n<p>If tonight was going to be anything near to a success, he needed to eat  and soon, but there was nothing in his apartment. He had promised  Amelia dinner. Even if she was kind enough to offer her own groceries,  he wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know how to cook her anything. He had never used a stove for  anything other than warming basic foodstuffs, such as soup and other  items that came in neat little cans with clear instructions on the  labels.<\/p>\n<p>This whole plan was ridiculously flawed.<\/p>\n<p>His head turned again and he reached for his wine, taking a greedy gulp  of it in the hope that it would dull his senses enough that his wings  would relent and he would forget his desire to fly off somewhere.<\/p>\n<p>With Amelia.<\/p>\n<p>That was a thought.<\/p>\n<p>He looked into the mirror at the reflection of the white door behind  him. Water dripped from the tip of his nose and rolled off his jaw. His  heavy breathing filled the silence.<\/p>\n<p>How would a human react to the sight of his wings and the knowledge  that angels existed? If she knew what he was, he wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be deceiving  her and there was a chance that he could convince her that his reason  for being here was to protect her. Would that gain her trust?<\/p>\n<p>He laughed at himself.<\/p>\n<p>Any sane mortal would run a mile if they saw an angel.<\/p>\n<p>She would never trust him.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Are you feeling alright?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d The sound of her voice, soft through the  door, roused a different sort of hunger in him. He stared at the door,  picturing her on the other side, how concerned she would look and how  that caring edge to her expression would only add to her beauty.<\/p>\n<p>If forced, could he seduce her?<\/p>\n<p>Could it be called deception if he wanted her too?<\/p>\n<p>It wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t going to happen.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus dried his face on a hand towel, opened the door and smiled at her. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Never better.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>She gave him a hesitant and unconvinced smile in return, and looked  past him at the bathroom, her eyebrows raised high. What was she looking  for? It dawned on him that she thought the wine had made him sick. He  could laugh at that. The one time he had turned to drink, it had taken  close to a barrel of mead to render him unconscious, and even then he  hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t thrown up.<\/p>\n<p>He picked up his glass of wine, sipped it again to prove that he could  handle it, and then smiled at her. Crimson spread across her cheeks, a  delightful rosy tint that his smile had caused, and she held her own  glass up, revealing that it was already empty.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus took it from her and went into the kitchen to top it up. He took  another swig from his own glass to give himself a little Dutch courage  and then filled it too. When he walked back into the living room, Amelia  was perched on the arm of his pale couch, her slender legs crossed at  the knee, smiling at him. A different urge struck him, one that would  definitely give her the impression that he was out to seduce her should  she notice the effect it had on him.<\/p>\n<p>He handed her the glass and stood in a way that wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t reveal the growing bulge in his jeans, waiting for it to pass.<\/p>\n<p>Amelia toyed with the glass, delicately running her right index finger  around the rim, mesmerising him and filling his head with images of her  stroking him in such a fashion. She looked up at him. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153So what are we  eating?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus grinned. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153About that\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 you see\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t actually have any food that is edible and even if I did, I am not a good cook.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>The expression that settled on her face looked decidedly like relief.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Something I said?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>A smile teased her lips. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I half expected you to be this incredible cook and to show me up. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m atrocious.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus felt her relief sweep through him too and remembered how often  she ate take away food. His gaze dropped to the bare slip of a dress she  wore. Take out didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t look bad on her. She had to work out more often  than he knew. He had watched her jogging around Hyde Park before and had  even jogged there once or twice himself before giving up the pretence  and flying above her instead, invisible to mortal eyes.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153How does Chinese food suit you?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d She took another sip of her wine  before picking up the black cordless phone from the coffee table. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I  know a great place that delivers.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus nodded in approval and then listened as she recited what sounded  like the entire menu. He didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t care what he ate as long as it got here  fast and gave him some defence against the wine so he let her order  some of her favourite dishes for them to share.<\/p>\n<p>He paid for the food when it arrived twenty minutes later and Amelia  helped him arrange the dishes on the long wooden coffee table between  the sofa and the entertainment centre in the corner of the room. While  he went to top up their drinks and get some plates and cutlery, she  found a movie in the small collection of DVDs he had acquired in his  short time on Earth, and put it into the player.<\/p>\n<p>It felt far too much like a date as he sat beside her on the couch. He  wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t sure what a date felt like, but in all the movies he had watched  on Earth and couples he had observed during his time in Heaven, this  sort of thing was frequently classified as one. Dinner. Movie. Wine. Man  and a woman. Date.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus finished off the remains of his food and leaned back into the  corner of the couch, bringing his wine with him. He crossed his legs and  stretched his right arm out along the back of the sofa, settling his  hand close to Amelia, and rested the bottom of his glass on his knee. He  paid little attention to the movie playing on the large flat screen  television. Amelia held it too firmly, keeping his eyes locked on her  face as she laughed, oblivious to his watching her. She was beautiful,  and it wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t the wine talking.<\/p>\n<p>A pure soul, full of kindness and warmth. Her internal beauty shone  through, enhancing her external looks and leading him to wonder how such  a pretty woman could fall for such disgusting men. She couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t see the  damage to their souls, so it was understandable that she would  occasionally fall for males who were beneath her, but to always find the  bad seed amongst the many decent men in the world? He had at least  expected her to get rid of them the moment she realised they were no  good for her, but she persevered, attempting to change their ways, as  though she hoped that she could make them into a good man if she tried  hard enough.<\/p>\n<p>Impossible.<\/p>\n<p>Men were resistant to change.<\/p>\n<p>As were angels.<\/p>\n<p>Amelia looked at him over her shoulder, her laughter dying away when she caught his gaze and her expression turning serious.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Do I have something on my face?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d she said with a hint of a smile and a blush.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus wanted to say that she did and use the excuse to reach across  and sweep the backs of his fingers across her cheek. He wanted to see if  his touch could affect her with the same intensity that hers affected  him. He shook his head instead, expecting her to go back to watching the  movie. She didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t.<\/p>\n<p>She turned and leaned over him, kneeling on the couch seat, and pressed her hand against his chest.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus stared at her mouth, everything good in him screaming to break  away and stop her. He didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t. He stayed stock still and let it happen.<\/p>\n<p>His first kiss in this lifetime was a tentative sweep of soft lips over  his followed by the press of her body into his. The feel of her against  him sent a flood of feelings surging through him, setting his blood  aflame with desire and the need to clutch her to him and possess her. It  overwhelmed him and his restraint, crushing the good part that was  still struggling to resist, and while he stopped himself from sliding  his arm around her back and pulling the full length of her body flush  against his, he couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t stop himself from kissing her.<\/p>\n<p>She moaned softly when he responded, grazing his lips against hers in a  gentle caress that fanned the flames within him until he burned for her  and for more. Her tongue brushed along the seam of his mouth and he  brought his to meet it, tangling softly and luring it into his mouth  where they danced. He couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t remember kissing in his past lifetime but  he certainly would have if it had felt like this. Warmth suffused him  right down to his bones and every breathy little moan he elicited from  Amelia turned the heat up another notch, until he was close to grabbing  the nape of her neck and holding her mouth against his.<\/p>\n<p>He breathed hard when she broke away to kneel on the sofa in front of  him, her grey eyes wide and hand coming up to cover her mouth. She  touched her lips, drawing his hungry gaze there, and he was ravenous all  over again, starving for the sweet taste of her on his tongue.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Shit\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m sorry,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d she said, instantly deflating his desire, and scrambled from the couch.<\/p>\n<p>She was leaving?<\/p>\n<p>Not good.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus was off the sofa and had his hand locked around her wrist before she could reach the door.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Wait,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he said and wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t sure what to do when she looked back at him so he pulled her into his arms and kissed her again.<\/p>\n<p>And damn she tasted just as good as she had the first time.<\/p>\n<p>And damn he needed more.<\/p>\n<p>She moaned when he backed her into the wall beside the door, pressing  the hard length of his body against hers, and grabbed his shoulders. For  a moment, he thought she would push him away, and then she dragged him  closer still and wrapped her arms around his neck, burying her fingers  into his hair.<\/p>\n<p>Part of him was vaguely aware that alcohol was responsible for his  current situation and that he was going to regret it come the morning  but the rest of him didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t care. He had wanted to release his  inhibitions and he had. He just hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t expected that this would be the  result, and right now he didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t care that he was on the verge of doing  exactly as his superior had ordered.<\/p>\n<p>All he cared about was satisfying his hunger to taste Amelia.<\/p>\n<p>The part of him that was chanting about deception wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t shut up and  the more he listened to it, the more he felt like a demon.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus stepped back, leaving Amelia sagged against the wall, panting so  hard that her breasts rose and fell with each breath, presenting him  with a glorious view that had him reconsidering what he was about to  say.<\/p>\n<p>She slowly opened her grey eyes and smiled shyly before raking her gaze  over him. It lingered on his groin and her eyes widened, pupils  dilating until her irises turned dark with desire. There was a wicked  edge to her eyes when they met his again and she inclined her head, her  pouty come hither look almost luring him in. Desire wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t the only  thing written plainly across her face. There was expectation there too,  and that alone pushed him into saying what he needed to.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I think this is a bad idea.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Her sultry temptress look immediately dissipated, leaving the Amelia he was familiar with standing before him.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You really don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t like me,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d she whispered and the hurt in her heart beat within his.<\/p>\n<p>He wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t saying anything of the sort. But what could he tell her? He  was halfway to drunk and not only did he need to get his head on  straight so he was certain that he wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t doing this because he was  subconsciously following orders but he was hardly going to produce the  stellar performance she expected of him.<\/p>\n<p>He had been celibate this entire lifetime.<\/p>\n<p>And he was damned if his first time was going to be under orders.<\/p>\n<p>If something was going to happen between them, it was going to happen  naturally. He wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t going to seduce her and use her feelings against  her.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I do\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 but\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 I think the wine has gone to my head and I think it might have gone to yours too.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153And that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a bad thing?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d She glanced at the empty bottle and his half-full glass on the table.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It is.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Marcus ventured a step towards her and brushed the backs of  his fingers against her cheek, sweeping her straight dark hair from her  face. Her skin was as smooth as he had imagined it would be and the way  she closed her eyes, slowly inhaling at the same time, empowered him. He  opened his hand and cupped her face, resting his fingers along her jaw  and bringing his thumb close to her mouth. Such soft lips. He wanted to  dip his head and kiss her again but he wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t sure he would be able to  stop at just kissing if he did. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153It is all a little quick and I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t  want you waking tomorrow feeling like crap because of what we did  tonight.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I doubt I would feel crappy.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d There it was again. Blatant expectation.  Why? Because he was handsome to her? That instantly made him Casanova?<\/p>\n<p>No pressure then.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Amelia\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 how about we take it slow and steady?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Her eyes lit up and he realised there could be another meaning in his  words but he didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t bother to correct her because he wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t about to let  things get that far. His final task was coming. Everything that had  happened tonight would satisfy his superior and his orders to gain her  trust. He would date her a few times, keeping a suitable distance, and  once his mission was over he would leave.<\/p>\n<p>She nodded, tiptoed and kissed him.<\/p>\n<p>Resisting was impossible.<\/p>\n<p>He swept his lips over hers, tasting her again and savouring this brief  contact between them. When she broke away this time, he led her back to  the couch and settled there with her, his thoughts weighing him down.  He watched her again, fascinated by the amusement she got from the movie  and how she curled up next to him, her bare knees brushing his thigh. A  deep ache to slide his arm around her shoulders and draw her closer  still beat in his bones but he resisted.<\/p>\n<p>He couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t use her feelings against her.<\/p>\n<p>Not when he was starting to feel something for her too.<\/p>\n<p><b>Available in e-book from:<\/b><br \/><b>Author&#8217;s website:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel\">http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/ebooks.php?title=Her%20Guardian%20Angel<\/a><br \/><b>Amazon Kindle:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/\">http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/<\/a><br \/><b>Amazon Kindle Germany:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.de\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/\">http:\/\/www.amazon.de\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/<\/a><br \/><b>Amazon Kindle UK:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.co.uk\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/\">http:\/\/www.amazon.co.uk\/dp\/B005EUJIG8\/<\/a><br \/><b>Kobo Books:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.kobobooks.com\/ebook\/Her-Guardian-Angel-Her-Angel\/book-lVb0k7lC80OOiMBAOa-Ldg\/page1.html\">http:\/\/www.kobobooks.com\/ebook\/Her-Guardian-Angel-Her-Angel\/book-lVb0k7lC80OOiMBAOa-Ldg\/page1.html<\/a><br \/><b>Smashwords:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.smashwords.com\/books\/view\/77776\">http:\/\/www.smashwords.com\/books\/view\/77776<\/a><br \/><b>and the Apple iBookstore<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Available in paperback from:<\/b><br \/><b>Amazon.com:<\/b> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/dp\/1463788363\/\">http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/dp\/1463788363\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p>I hope you&#8217;ve enjoyed these five free chapters and that you&#8217;ll purchase Her Guardian Angel, and perhaps others in the Her Angel series, and tell your friends about it if you enjoy the stories.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<div><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"97\" src=\"http:\/\/www.felicityheaton.com\/images\/signature.gif\" style=\"background: none; border: 0px; padding: 0;\" width=\"225\" \/><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s time for another chapter of Her Guardian Angel (Her Angel romance series #4) as part of my Paranormal Pandemonium 2011 Blog Tour. 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