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My favourite scene from Forbidden Blood
I have the hard task of choosing my favourite scenes from some of my books to share with you this weekend. It might sound like a lot of fun, but sometimes there is more than one scene that I really love in a book and choosing between them can be very tricky. Add to that the fact that I can’t choose a scene that gives something major about the plot away and it becomes doubly tricky!
My next favourite scene is from Forbidden Blood and I had a hard time choosing this one again. I have other scenes in this book that I really love but I can’t share those as they give too much about the book away!
I’m a sucker for dance scenes and this is one I just had to post. This one needs a little scene setting though. Amber, the heroine, is a Source Blood (a human with very powerful blood that can turn a vampire into something god-like) and was saved from a vampire by Kearn, who is also a vampire and a Venator. Venators hunt vampires who break the law by attempting to use Source Blood. He’s been on the trail of the Source Blood abuser for years and Amber is the perfect bait. The game between Kearn and his enemy heats up when the vampire says he might be at a masquerade ball held by Duke Montagu. Kearn doesn’t want to show his face in society but must go there with Amber, and she gets her first glimpse at the world of vampires, and draws the attention of the host. Duke Montagu threatens to have them removed from the premises unless Amber dances with him and she reluctantly agrees, and when Kearn offers to teach her the waltz by using the remnants of her blood in his to control her so she impresses the duke, she can’t resist the chance to be in his arms.
My Favourite Scene From…
Forbidden Blood
Amber looked around her to see what everyone else on the dance floor was doing. The ladies curtseyed to their partners so she did too, going low enough that she would make the right impression on Kearn and the watching vampires, but not so low that she wouldn’t be able to get back up. She rose again and the ladies stepped forwards into their partners’ waiting arms.
She went to touch Kearn’s arm and take his hand.
Kearn stepped back.
“The first thing you need to know is never touch me or anyone above your rank.†His voice was stern again. She had committed a faux pas by grabbing the duke. Everyone here was probably above her. “You must allow your partner to place your hands.â€
Kearn gently placed her right hand on his shoulder and held her left, their palms pressing together. His hand was warm and his fingers curled tightly around hers. Both of his hands were steady. Hers shook like crazy.
She swallowed to ease the dryness in her throat but it didn’t help.
“I need a drink,†she whispered and Kearn’s gaze slid to her neck and then back to her eyes. A shiver tripped through her at the flash of red in his irises.
She jumped when his left hand settled against her waist and then they were moving. The tempo of the orchestra was slower than before. It was a triumphant sounding piece, with rising strings and deep brass. The choir sung beautifully but she didn’t hear it. She was lost in Kearn’s eyes and the way he was holding her, moving with her. They turned in slow circles and it didn’t feel as though he was moving her feet for her. She felt in control.
“See,†he whispered and smiled into her eyes, “nothing to it.â€
She smiled and his look turned serious, his head tilting to one side. His eyes dropped to her mouth, briefly enough that she might have missed it had she not been watching him so closely. Did he want to kiss her? She swallowed again. She wanted to kiss him.
“Tell me about your brother,†he said.
She stumbled slightly. “I don’t think this is the time for conversation. I need to concentrate.â€
“No, you do not. You will only make it more difficult for me. I can concentrate for both of us.â€
Amber tried to think of what to tell him. It was hard not to focus on her feet when she knew she was dancing.
“He’s around your height and build, funny and smart, looks like a male version of me and lives in Paris,†she said and no longer noticed the way the vampires stared, the couples glancing their way as they passed, or even the duke. The music and Kearn filled her world. He was so handsome, looking at her with warmth in his eyes and no trace of loneliness. She felt as though she had helped erase his hurt after all. “He’s always trying to get me to move to France and it must have finally worked because I’m going to Paris soon.â€
Kearn frowned. “You are leaving England?â€
She nodded. “I’m moving there for work.â€
The warmth in Kearn’s eyes dissipated, leaving ice in its wake. He turned his face away, looking in the direction that they were moving with the music, and her feelings shifted. The excitement and happiness she had felt on mentioning her move to Paris gradually changed into something darker.
Anger?
That feeling winked out of existence and she stumbled, barely keeping herself standing as she turned with Kearn again.
Cold swept through her.
He had shut her out, relinquishing control of her and leaving her in the dark about his feelings. Why?
Amber focused hard, biting her lip and tripping her way through the steps. This wasn’t good. She panicked, the feeling blasting through her so quickly that her temperature shot up and her heart skipped. She caught her foot on Kearn’s boot and her eyes leapt to his, her apology balancing on her lips.
It fell away when her feet suddenly knew the way and her legs no longer shook. Was he controlling her again? The anger she had felt before he had surrendered control of her wasn’t there anymore. She searched his eyes for it and found nothing. The desire to question him burned in her heart but she couldn’t find the courage to go through with it. What was she going to ask him?
Was he angry because she was leaving England? Didn’t he want her to go to Paris? Did he want her to stay?
Did he want her?
Amber glanced down at the bright silver buttons on the breast of his black jacket, focusing on herself instead of him, studying her own feelings. What did she want? The thought of Paris had excited her before she had met him, but now her move felt like something to fear rather than look forward to. Her eyes roamed up over his chest and neck to his face, lingering on his sensual mouth. Fire skittered over her skin at the memory of their kiss. The thought of kissing him again excited her, sent her blood rushing and her mind leaping forward to imagine how everything would unfold from even the gentlest of caresses.
She forced her eyes onwards, until they met his. There had to be something that she could say to break the ice between them again.
“I’m not really sure I’ll like it in Paris,†she whispered, looking deep into his eyes. She had loved the thought of it just a few days ago but meeting Kearn had changed her whole world, knocking it off kilter, and now she wasn’t sure of anything. She shrugged. “I’m not even any good at French.â€
Kearn leaned over and her eyes widened when his cheek brushed hers, heating hers through. He whispered in French into her ear, his breath tickling her neck, and continued to turn with her. Her eyelids fell to half-mast and she melted into him, savouring the feel of him against her and the relief that blossomed deep in her heart as she realised he was no longer angry with her. Only warm feelings danced inside her now, and a part of them were his. He drew back again and she shook some sense into herself, enough to look him in the eye.
“What did you say?â€
He just smiled.
She wanted to know. Whatever it had been, it had sounded distinctly romantic.
The choir began to sing again, slower now but rising with the music, sweeping over the room and carrying her along. Their words sounded as beautiful as Kearn’s had and she listened to them.
“Is that Latin?†She turned with Kearn. They had moved closer together. His chest brushed hers as they spun to the music, galloping around the room. It was still hard for her not to think about the steps. Whenever she stopped speaking, her focus went back to her feet. She used Kearn as a distraction, keeping her eyes on his face, and floated along in his arms.
He nodded.
“Do you understand it?†What other languages did he know? He was over three hundred years old. He had probably learnt many languages and studied all sorts of things in his years.
He nodded again and looked ahead of them.
“What are they saying?â€
“You do not want to know.â€
Amber gasped when they collided with another couple. The sandy haired man glared at her. Marquess Pendragon. Had he bumped them on purpose? Amber didn’t recognise the woman in his arms.
“Ignore them,†Kearn said and she focused on him again, only this time the world didn’t melt away. She was aware of everyone staring and the intent behind their glares. She could sense they wanted to harm her.
No, not her. She stared into Kearn’s eyes. These were his feelings again.
The tempo of the music increased. Her legs were growing tired but she kept going, determined to finish the dance.
“You must curtsey to the duke and allow him to place your hands. Do not speak unless spoken to and do not look him in the eye. Keep your gaze on his chest.†The warmth was gone from Kearn’s face and voice, but at least he wasn’t shutting her out again.
“Why?â€
Kearn turned with her and she caught a glimpse of the duke. He was still watching her.
“Because regardless of what he said to you, you are beneath him, just as I am.â€
Amber wanted to ask why he was beneath the duke but the hurt was back in his eyes. Would he really tell her later or had he been using it as an excuse to keep her quiet on the subject so she would forget about it? She would never forget the way the people had treated him tonight.
“Remain polite at all times and maintain the proper distance between you and him.â€
Kearn’s hand slid around her back and he drew her closer to him, until their chests were against each other the whole time they danced. That wasn’t proper distance, but she didn’t care. It felt too good to be this close to him, in his arms. It didn’t matter that her feet were tired and her legs ached. She wanted to keep dancing so she could remain like this with him.
Her eyes met his just as he was about to speak and his mouth closed. He stared down into her eyes, warmth resurfacing in his. She was glad the loneliness was gone again. They shone now, and deep contentment filled her. It wasn’t only her feelings.
Kearn raised his left hand and trailed his fingertips down her bare arm and then over her long black satin glove. The touch was light and sensual, teasing her and stealing her breath. Her lips parted and her gaze fell to his mouth. His parted too, an invite to a kiss that she wanted to take more than anything. The world disappeared again and she was drifting with him with nothing but the sound of her heart beating and the light strings of the orchestra filling her ears.
She raised her gaze to his. Red tinted the edges of his irises. What was he thinking to make them look like that?
The dance ended.
He took her hand from his shoulder, raised it to his lips, bowed low and pressed a kiss to it.
Amber smiled, warm all over, and then realised that she wasn’t the only one looking at him. Half of the room had stopped to stare again and were whispering to each other. Her gaze stopped on Kyran. He stood a few metres away, blue eyes narrowed behind his black mask. The woman in his arms looked disgusted.
Kearn rose, turned Amber’s hand in his, and led her from the dance floor. Either he was oblivious to the dirty looks they were receiving or he didn’t care. They stopped in the spot where they had been before, near the wall and away from everyone.
“You danced well.†He smiled.
Amber smiled too and touched the spot on her glove that Kearn had kissed. Was the kiss why everyone looked so shocked? She had wanted far more than such a tame moment of intimacy. She had considered kissing him on the mouth.
“That was quite a spectacle.†Venom dripped from the male voice.
Amber looked up to see Kyran stood beside Kearn, glaring at him. Kearn’s expression was void of emotion as he stared back. The tension between them was palpable. Kyran’s red eyes darted to her and his lips compressed. None of the usual kindness and charm touched his face now.
“A Noble lowering himself to a human.†Pure disgust tainted his expression and his tone. She had been wrong. The kiss hadn’t shocked everyone. It was the fact that Kearn had bowed to her. Kyran smirked. “Do not expect such behaviour from Duke Montagu.â€
She wasn’t sure how to react or what to say.
Kyran snorted in her direction and then grabbed Kearn’s upper arm.
“Excuse me, I must speak with my little brother before he ridicules the entire family.†He turned on his heel and dragged Kearn away.
Kearn didn’t seem to care that he was in for an earful. He looked back over his shoulder at her.
“Do not move from that spot. I will not be long. I will bring you a drink.†He actually smiled.
Amber’s eyebrows rose. She stood rooted to the spot, watching the brothers. Kyran jerked to a halt and shoved Kearn out in front of him, pushing him back towards the wall near the corner of the room. She was too far away to hear them but their thunderous expressions said they were arguing. Kearn threw Kyran’s hand from his arm and stepped up to him. She wanted to know what they were saying.
“That was quite a dance.â€
Amber turned quickly to face the owner of the female voice.
A short dark haired young woman and two other women, both of them closer to Amber’s height, stood before her. They were all wearing black empire-line dresses with a lot of cleavage on show, and a lot of make-up in sombre tones. They looked like death, ashen and dull.
Amber smiled politely. Kearn had told her that there would be other humans at the ball and they might be unmasked. These women were going through the transition from human to vampire. If she were bitten, would she look this bad when changing?
Heat touched her cheeks when she thought about Kearn biting her. She had dreamt of it today while sleeping in his bed and had tossed and turned so much that Kearn had woken her by knocking hard on the door and asking whether something was wrong. She had blushed ten shades of red then and hadn’t been able to tell him the truth. Instead, she had said it was nothing and had hurried into the shower. He had gone out and when he had come back, he had given her the dress.
She felt incredibly sexy in it.
Especially when he told her that she looked beautiful.
“He is quite the catch.†The blonde woman in the group looked past Amber.
Amber followed her gaze. Kearn was still arguing with Kyran. The other vampires nearby had moved away and were warily watching them. What were they arguing about? It couldn’t just be about her. Was it about their family name too?
“And so subservient.â€
She looked back at the three women. They all smiled at her. She didn’t think that Kearn was subservient but she smiled anyway.
“To think a Noble would behave such a way.†The short dark haired one cast a wistful look in Kearn’s direction and then her brown eyes found Amber’s again. “I have never seen anything like it.â€
The third woman, a brunette with a bob, stepped forwards and looked Amber over. “How far along are you?â€
Amber glanced down at her stomach. She looked pregnant?
“I thought the dress was quite flattering.†She skimmed her hands down her sides. Kearn definitely liked it, and she’d had a duke and Kyran call her beautiful too.
All three women laughed.
“In your turning.†The brunette smiled. “You must be far along for a Noble to behave in such a way. It shocked the crowd something terrible.â€
Amber hadn’t failed to notice that.
The blonde twisted her hair around her fingers. “I’ve almost completed my transition but my Lesser Noble won’t even dance with me.â€
Kearn had also warned Amber that humans going through the transition never danced. Most Nobles and Lesser Nobles didn’t associate with them until they had fully turned. It seemed strange that they went to the trouble of courting a human to convince them to become a vampire and then discarded them during their transition. It was almost cruel. Kearn hadn’t said what happened when they had finished becoming a vampire.
“So how far along are you?†the brunette prompted.
Amber smiled politely. “I’m not a vampire.â€
They all laughed again.
“No.†The blonde took Amber’s black gloved hand and patted it. “You’re what my Lesser Noble refers to as a chrysalis—the transition from disgusting worm to beautiful butterfly—and you must be close to spreading your wings.â€
Amber’s smile faltered at the corners. “I’m afraid you’re all quite mistaken. I’m the caterpillar.â€
They gasped and backed off a step. The blonde woman dropped her hand and wiped hers on her dress, glaring at her as though she had been the one to take hold of her.
“A human.†The dark haired one sneered and flicked her long locks behind her shoulder, revealing a set of scars on her neck.
The three women turned their backs on her, looped their arms together, and moved off as one, disappearing into the black-clad crowd.
Heat burned through Amber, a remnant of her dream. Kearn had bitten her neck. She had worn marks just like that woman. If she did in reality, would Kearn treat her differently? Was he merely courting her with the intention of sending her through the transition and then discarding her until she had become like him?
No. He wanted to protect her, even from himself. He had slipped tonight and allowed a glimmer of his feelings to shine through, but she was sure that he wasn’t out to make her into a vampire.
She turned to look for Kearn and found Duke Montagu standing before her. Instinct whispered that it was dangerous for her to be alone with him. He frowned over her head towards the women and then at her, his red eyes intent and cold behind his black mask. He was over one thousand years old. How powerful did that make him?
“I hope they have not upset you,†he said with charm and grace. “If they have, I will see to it that the young Venator is punished.â€
Amber’s eyes darted towards Kearn. He stood a few metres behind the duke, a glass of champagne in his hand. His eyes were wide. Stunned? She couldn’t feel anything of the sort. He could definitely control the connection between them and had shut her out again.
“I was not offended.†She smiled, not wanting him to punish Kearn for what he had done. It was an honour to have such a noble man lower himself to her regardless of the rules.
There wasn’t a trace of cruelty in the duke’s smile this time. His red eyes held hers.
“Jealousy is such an ugly thing.†His eyes narrowed as his smile widened. “The presence of such a beautiful creature will always upset those desiring to attain beauty beyond their grasp.â€
Amber wished that Kearn had been the one to say those words. If he had been standing before her, telling her again how beautiful she was, she would have kissed him. She wouldn’t have cared if they had thrown them out for it either.
She glanced past the duke to Kearn. He no longer looked stunned. The warm edge to his eyes told her that he believed the duke’s words and what he had told her earlier. When he looked at her like that, with a shine to his green eyes and a smile starting to tease at his lips, she felt as beautiful as he painted her to be.
She blushed and looked back at the duke. He stared in the direction of the three women.
“They had hoped to believe you almost a vampire, desiring that they would become as beautiful as you on their transition, and that their master would show them such attention.†His gaze dropped to her and a serious look replaced his smile. “They are still foolish enough to believe it will happen. What they will find when they join us is nothing more than they have now—empty vanity and a male who will move on to a new female.â€
The women had been nasty to her once they had realised that she was human but she felt sorry for them. They only wanted their vampire to love them. They were alike in that respect. She barely knew Kearn but she was falling for him, and she wanted him to fall for her too. She had come here tonight with the intention of keeping his attention on her, desiring him to be as lost in her as she felt in him. Regardless of their differences and the fact they walked in two different worlds, she wanted to be with him.
“But you,†Duke Montagu said. “If you changed, you would attain that beauty and the heart of your Noble. You would rule absolute.â€
A shiver danced through her and her gaze roamed to Kearn. Would she really win his heart that way?
No trace of denial touched Kearn’s features. His eyes were open, allowing her to read his feelings in them, but she couldn’t decipher them and she desperately wanted to.
“I said a Noble.†Duke Montagu’s tone was darker, commanding, and her gaze snapped back to him. “Not a Venator. Such a creature is unworthy of you. I spoke of someone like myself.â€
In the corner of her vision, Kearn’s eyes turned vivid red.
Duke Montagu raised an eyebrow and his gaze slid to the side, towards Kearn, but he didn’t turn to face him.
“You dare to threaten me, Venator?†The duke’s voice was pure ice. His red eyes narrowed behind his mask.
Kearn’s irises melted back to green and he lowered his head.
Duke Montagu held his hand out to one side, towards the dance floor.
The music stopped.
The crowd parted and left the large dance floor bare.
“Allow me to show you how a true Noble behaves.â€
Amber looked at Kearn.
He cast his gaze to one side. She could feel hurt inside her, a dull ache in her chest, that wasn’t just hers.
She followed Duke Montagu onto the dance floor, her heart too heavy to care whether she made a fool of herself. When she stopped opposite the duke in the middle of the dance floor, she glanced back at Kearn.
He was watching her now.
She wanted to go to him and tell him that he was worthy of her.
She didn’t want the duke or anyone else for that matter.
She only wanted him.
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Forbidden Blood
Felicity Heaton
In a dark world where vampires exist and where Source Blood, a rare human blood type, can bestow godlike powers upon them, the vampire Venators of the Sovereignty fight to protect the humans by banishing those who drink it to the endless dark.
Exiled from his family and with only his duty to sustain him, Kearn has been on the trail of an elusive Source Blood abuser for three years. When he saves a beautiful human female from the vampire’s grasp, it turns out she’s the lead he’s been waiting for. Amber is a Source Blood and the perfect bait, but for who?
As they race to catch the vampire and survive the cruel games he plays, Amber is pulled deeper into Kearn’s world and discovers the painful secrets he hides behind his handsome but emotionless exterior—hurt that she has the power to heal if she is brave enough.
Forbidden Blood is book one in the Vampire Venators series and a dark, sensual tale of betrayal, revenge and a love that knows no bounds.
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Interview with Apollyon from the Her Angel series
I have the pleasure of interviewing Apollyon today… and I’m sure many readers out there would agree that it is a pleasure to be sitting near him, basking in his dark, gorgeous glory…
If you’re new to the Her Angel series and haven’t read any of the books, then you won’t know who Apollyon is so I’ll try to describe him for you. Apollyon is one of the darkest angels in the series and the oldest. He was one of the original angels and spent time as the angel of death, and he’s also the Great Destroyer, an angel who will rain Hell down on Earth during the Apocalypse. On top of that he’s the king of the bottomless pit and often fights the Devil to keep him imprisoned there. Apollyon is talk, dark and as deadly handsome as they come, with long black hair he often wears in a neat ponytail and sapphire blue eyes. He has stunning black wings and since he’s of the division of angels of death he has beautiful black armour edged with gold, and his is decorated with gold lions to distinguish him from your average angel of death. He’s phenomenally powerful and is more than happy to wreak havoc on his enemies, but his black heart has been tamed by a petite French witch called Serenity.
He is also a particularly impatient man when it comes to interviews, so I’m going to get on with it.
REMEMBER: If you want Apollyon to answer your question, leave it in a comment on the post and I’ll pass it on to him and he’ll answer it for you.
FH: I have Apollyon here with me today to talk about his book, Her Dark Angel. Firstly, can you tell us a little about yourself?
APOLLYON: Indeed I can. I was last reborn several thousand years ago into my usual role. I am one of the few angels who carries what is known as an eternal duty. That is a duty, or series of duties, that was given to me upon my creation. Because of my eternal duty, I am always reborn as an angel belonging to the division of death… and because of my eternal duty it is almost impossible for me to leave Heaven. Although I no longer report to them or work for them, I am still under the influence of my duty, and should need arise or events occur that trigger that duty, I will have to do the bidding of Heaven and fulfil it as only I can. Originally, I was the only angel of death, but mortals became intent on war and fighting, and so there is now a fleet of angels who carry out that responsibility. One of my main duties was to guard the Devil in the bottomless pit, and to fight him to keep him contained there. If I lose, the Devil will be free to roam Hell and then Earth.
FH: You mentioned the bottomless pit. When your story, Her Dark Angel, starts, you’re in Hell guarding the Devil, and you had been down there for some time. What was that like?
APOLLYON: Horrible. I had begun to tire of my time down there and my master had not spoken to me in many long centuries. I was alone with only the pool of history there. It is a pool in which the events in the mortal realm are recorded. There are pools in Heaven that have a similar function, but the one in Hell is unique. I would watch the world from the pool and it was the only contact I had with others. I grew tired of my duty there, alone and forgotten, left to suffer the oppressive heat and stench of Hell and endure the voice of the Devil. When I first saw Serenity in the pool, it was like seeing sunlight for the first time, or breathing fresh air again. I did not even realise I was manipulating the pool so I could see her. I thought it was chance that it would keep focusing on her.
FH: How did you meet Serenity and how did you feel about them initially?
APOLLYON: I heard someone calling me. It is difficult to explain what it feels like, but it is a sense that someone is speaking directly to my heart and compelling me. It was hard at first to discern the location of the call. I thought it was my master as only his voice was strong enough to call me from Hell. I took my chance to leave and made my way up to the mortal realm. When I reached the location of the call and discovered it was not my master but Serenity who had called me, I was surprised to say the least. A mortal should not have the ability to call an angel. I was curious and wanted to meet her and discover how she had called me. She saw straight through my glamour, the spell all angels cast to hide our wings and armour from mortal eyes and make us appear human. I knew then that she was different but I had not anticipated that she was a witch. Unfortunately, she knew of my reputation and fled. When I finally convinced her that I was not going to kill her and that I did not appreciate being called the angel of death since it was no longer my role, she confessed what she had been doing when I heard her call to me… and I realised that it was not her voice that had called me but rather that her heart had called to mine. I had felt her pain over the betrayal she had suffered at the hands of her ex-lover. Without caring about the consequences, I offered to serve her and give her the vengeance she needed in order to heal her heart. I wanted to crush him for what he had done to her.
FH: Serious words from a very serious man. It must have been strange at first being around a witch considering that she can see through your glamour and see your black wings and armour. Did that cause problems between you?
APOLLYON: I believe it did at first. Serenity knew all about angels and had no problem accepting what I was in the sense of believing I was real, but she had difficulty accepting my growing feelings for her. As did I. The moment I met her, I felt as though she had cast a spell on me. I could think of only her. When we first touched and then danced, I knew I had to have her. My little French witch had entranced me. I would have done anything for her and anything to have her, and I was intent on proving that it was possible for me to love her and that we could be together.
FH: How has life been since the events that happened and brought you together?
APOLLYON: I wish I could say that is has changed in the way I had hoped it would but while Serenity’s voice is strong and I am under contract with her, I still have to continue to carry out any of my duties that are intrinsically linked to me and my creation. I do live in the mortal realm now, with Serenity in Paris, and we frequently have visitors in the form of my fellow warriors and their women. I have grown to hate it when anyone calls on me to go to Hell. That place is a prison to me and I know that Serenity fears for me whenever I have to go down there. The Devil doesn’t have a voice strong enough to sway me but I understand her fear.
FH: Your story, Her Dark Angel, is a book in a series about several angels from different divisions. All of them are angels you’re familiar with and many would see you as their leader. Is that how you see yourself?
APOLLYON: (laughs) No. Not at all. I am the oldest and possibly the strongest, but I would never see myself as their leader. We are all on an equal footing. At least, that is what I believe. We all have different strengths too. While my power might be stronger than that which others bear, they have strength where I do not. Einar is an incredible hunter, able to track the wiliest of prey, and has the ability to heal injuries. Lukas has an amazing strength of heart and is often the one to keep a level head in a crisis and convince those of us bent on violence to look at things clearly before taking the leap, and he is an incredible warrior. Marcus is one of the strongest angels I know and his skill with his spear is unparalleled. He is also a keen strategist and uses intelligence in his battles. Of course, we all have our weaknesses, and they all seem to be the same. We have all lost our hearts to our women. No matter how level-headed we try to be, the moment our women are in danger, all hell breaks loose.
FH: Describe yourself in one word?
APOLLYON: Destructive.
FH: The Great Destroyer finally admits that he can be a touch destructive? I suppose it comes with the territory and after witnessing you in Her Guardian Angel, I can agree with that word choice. Thank you for meeting with me today and chatting. Is there anything else that you’d like to add?
APOLLYON: Only my gratitude to those reading this interview with me and my hope that this has given them better insight into myself and my fellow angels. I believe that since my story is the first in your series, that you have put a special price on it as an introduction to the series. I am not sure whether to be flattered by this or dismayed. (waves his hand dismissively) Never mind. I am sure you only desired for more mortals to read my story and fall in love with our world.
FH: Maybe I wanted them to fall in love with you. (he looks uncomfortable) You’re very popular in my series, you know? Anyway, you’re right and it’s only a limited time offer on your book, Her Dark Angel, and I hope that readers will check it out. I’ll let you get back to Paris and Serenity now.
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Her Dark Angel
Felicity Heaton
An angel without a mission, Apollyon lives trapped in Hell guarding the bottomless pit. Surrounded by endless darkness, he longs to fly free on Earth once more but his master hasn’t called him in centuries. When the call finally comes, it’s to serve a new master, a beautiful woman he has often watched over, a woman who has always captivated him.
Serenity is shocked when a gorgeous black-winged angel shows up in her city of Paris claiming that she called him when she was only casting a simple vengeance spell. He’s no other than the angel of death! When Apollyon offers to obey her and help her have revenge on her cheating ex-boyfriend, she can’t resist the temptation, but can she resist him? Can an angel as dark as Apollyon ever fall for a mortal woman like her?
Dark, passionate and erotic, Her Dark Angel is a tale of intense desire and deepest forbidden love guaranteed to get your heart racing.
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My favourite scene from Her Dark Angel
I have the hard task of choosing my favourite scenes from some of my books to share with you this weekend. It might sound like a lot of fun, but sometimes there is more than one scene that I really love in a book and choosing between them can be very tricky. Add to that the fact that I can’t choose a scene that gives something major about the plot away and it becomes doubly tricky!
My next favourite scene is from Her Dark Angel and this time it wasn’t difficult for me to choose it… it was difficult to know when to stop!
My Favourite Scene From…
Her Dark Angel
Apollyon perfected his image, smoothing his long black hair back into his neat ponytail and tightening the knot of his blue tie. Serenity walked beside him through the dark streets. Her plan was simple, yet likely to be effective. He glanced across at her, taking in how different she looked in her short black sleeveless dress that hugged her breasts and flared out from the waist, and the black high heels. She had tied her blonde hair up into a loose chignon. Dark kohl lined her eyes and her lips were stained red, adding to her allure.
It had been difficult not to look at her before, but now it was impossible. She drew his eyes to her and he didn’t want to look away. He wanted to stare at her forever.
He reminded himself that it was alright now. He was supposed to look at her, to be attentive and charming, to be romantic with her.
“He’ll be here.†The tremble in her voice betrayed the nerves he could easily feel in her.
Was she having second thoughts? Her form of revenge was far more gentle and lenient than his. He could happily cast her unfaithful lover into the bottomless pit to suffer there with the Devil and the other sinners.
Her heartbeat quickened. He looked ahead, following her gaze, and saw the neon sign. She had mentioned the club to him. It was one she had frequented with the man called Edward. Apollyon had yet to get a description of his target but she would do better and point him out if the man was in the club.
“I shouldn’t be asking you to do this.†Serenity stopped and turned to face him. “It’s really not right.â€
“You are only asking me to pretend that I am your new lover. It will be an easy charade, and it will not contravene any law of the contract that lies between us.†He smiled at her and she nodded. Nothing could contravene the laws of their contract. He hadn’t invited her to create any or made any of his own. Whatever she desired of him, she would have.
Sin or no sin involved.
And he was fine with that.
Serenity moved closer to him. He had forgotten how good females smelt. Her light perfume teased his senses with its floral notes, and lured him to her as much as her appearance. She had never looked this beautiful in the pool.
She went to move away but he caught her wrist and she stopped.
“You are nervous.†He grazed his fingertips over her skin, enjoying the silky warm feel of her. Whenever he touched her, he didn’t want to let her go. He wanted to run his hands over every inch of her and feel the subtle differences across her body, studying her and memorising every supple plane and curve.
“You would be too if you were about to walk into a club with an angel on your arm.†There was a hint of a joke about her tone but he knew that she was being serious. His appearance to her disconcerted her.
“I do not look like an angel to them.†He took hold of her shoulders and turned her to face the dark window of the shop behind her.
Her eyes widened. Whatever ability she had, she evidently couldn’t see through an illusion he cast on something else. He was projecting his image onto his reflection, so she would see what other mortals did when they looked at him.
“You look like that?â€
He nodded and leaned forwards until his chest was close to her shoulders, and looked down at her face.
“Does my reflection satisfy you?â€
She looked at him over her shoulder, her face close to his. “I think I prefer to see you as you are.â€
The honesty in those words touched his heart. His gaze fell to her lips and he stepped back, away from the temptation they presented.
“You have taste though,†she said and he looked back at her. “In suits and in armour.â€
Apollyon smiled. “If you are satisfied, then let us begin your revenge.â€
He held his hand out to her, only meaning for her to take it as a hint to go to the club rather than for her to hold it but she slipped hers into it. Her hand was small in his, delicate. He held it and walked with her to the club, trying to remember if he had ever held someone’s hand before. If he had, it was too long ago to recall and it couldn’t have felt this good. He wouldn’t have forgotten it if it had.
The man on the door stepped aside the moment they neared. Serenity looked at him. He shrugged. Some mortals were easier to use compulsion on than others. The bouncer had been an easy target. A message sent straight into the man’s head saying that he wanted to let the beautiful woman pass had been enough to make him lift the red velvet rope for them.
Apollyon led her down into the dark interior of the basement club and then she moved in front of him when they reached the crowded space at the foot of the stairs. Blue neon lit the black bar, white spotlights casting pale light over the bartenders and the patrons gathered there.
Serenity walked further into the club and Apollyon put his surroundings to memory. The dance floor was small and busy with mortals performing what he could only interpret as clothed sex. Blue strobes and lasers made their movements stuttered and broken. Clusters of tall round black tables surrounded by stools lined the edges of the room. Most of them were full. The music was too loud, a fast and hard beat that made him miss the relative peace of Hell.
Serenity stopped again and he bumped into the back of her. The feel of her warm body against his stirred him as badly as the coffee had done and he backed off a step so she wouldn’t notice. She looked over her shoulder at him and motioned with her eyes towards the dance floor.
If she expected him to be able to pick out Edward from a crowd, she was overestimating his abilities.
She took hold of his arm and he felt her fingers against his skin rather than the jacket of his suit. She could reach through his glamour too. He burned where she touched, growing hungry for more, for her to touch other parts of him.
He was starting to see why his fellow warriors had pledged themselves to mortal women.
She tiptoed, her breasts pressing against his arm and his chest, and he lowered his ear to her mouth when he finally clawed back enough sense to realise that she wanted to say something to him.
“The mousy haired man, white shirt, exposing far too much chest,†she shouted into his ear and he grimaced. He should have told her that he had sensitive hearing.
He looked for his target, gaze scanning the dancers, and zeroed in when he spotted him. He was showing far too much chest, his white shirt had at least the top three buttons undone, and he was dancing with a slender dark-haired woman in a revealing tight pale dress.
“Is that the female he betrayed you with?†He frowned. The woman was nothing compared with Serenity. His gaze shifted to her and she shook her head.
What sort of womaniser had Serenity been involved with? The thought of her with such a man made him desire to change plans and send the man to Hell after all.
“Do you want a drink?†she shouted over the noise of the music.
Apollyon shook his head. “I do not think alcohol would be wise. I have not tasted it before and I am not sure whether it is still forbidden.â€
Serenity looked past him to the bar. “Well, I need a drink.â€
“Then a drink you will have.†He released her hand. “I will be just a moment.â€
He heard her gasp when he disappeared. A woman looked right at him when he appeared in a space next to her, accidently knocking against her, and he smiled his apology. The anger that had been in her dark eyes disappeared in an instant.
“Can I buy you a drink, Handsome?†She fluttered her long lashes at him and smiled.
He had never been in the game but he knew when a woman was flirting. He looked over towards Serenity where she stood by the dance floor, staring over the heads of the crowd at him, the shock still on her face.
“I am here with someone.†He sensed the woman’s gaze leave him.
She snorted. “Really, you ought to trade up.â€
Was she insinuating that Serenity wasn’t good enough for him and that perhaps she was?
He laughed. He had never heard something so ridiculous. Why would he want to leave Serenity for the woman before him? Serenity was kind, warm, he looked back at her and his smile slowly fell as it began to dawn on him, and beautiful.
She really was beautiful.
And he wanted her.
He had never wanted a mortal woman before.
But he wanted her.
He flagged down the bartender and compelled him to make the same brightly coloured drink as the flirtatious woman had in front of her. The man made it and slid it across the bar to him. Apollyon took it and left, disappearing and reappearing beside Serenity.
She gasped again and then smiled when he held the drink out to her.
“I am not sure what it is.â€
“Did your new friend recommend it?†She was still smiling but there was something different about her.
Something darker that came with a strong sense of power.
Jealous?
“She recommended something else and I refused.†He offered the drink again and Serenity took it this time, moved the small black straws around and then sucked on them.
Apollyon stared at her mouth, mesmerised as she removed the straws and licked her lips.
“Good?†he said and she nodded.
The power that had radiated from her disappeared and she smiled. He had never dealt with a witch before. Could she curse him? He wasn’t sure if his own powers would stand against hers and he didn’t want to find out.
The table nearest them became free and he placed his hand against her elbow, guiding her over to it. She slid into the tall black stool and placed her drink down on the round black table. Apollyon sat opposite her, watching her sip her drink and waiting.
The music continued to pound but soon changed to a new song. Some of the dancers left the floor and walked past them towards the bar. Apollyon reached across the table and placed his hand over Serenity’s when Edward walked past.
He smiled at Serenity when he felt Edward’s gaze light on them and then he moved on. Her eyes widened and then she looked at Apollyon.
“Did he see?†She leaned towards him, affording him a glorious view down her black dress to her breasts.
Was she trying to tempt him?
“He saw.†Apollyon looked over his shoulder, tracking Edward’s progress across the room.
Edward was shorter than him, and his build was slighter. He seemed plain in the face but it was difficult to tell in such poor light. He must have some good qualities to draw Serenity to him and make her care for him. Right now though, Apollyon couldn’t see anything good in him. He saw only a sinner, a man to be punished and made to suffer, just as his mistress desired.
Edward reached the bar and looked back at him.
No, at them. He was looking at them. He would have seen that Serenity was with him and that they were more than just friends.
Serenity sipped her drink again and Apollyon grazed his thumb lightly over the back of her hand, staring at them. She didn’t seem to mind him touching her, or was it all part of the act? His blue gaze rose to her face, studying her as she sucked on the two small black straws. Her blonde hair shone blue in the lights. The colour of them washed out her skin and made her make-up even darker.
She looked up from her drink and released the straws. Her smile teased him, curving her dark lips and tempting him to take this charade further just to see how she would react.
“What sort of spells can you cast?†he said over the noise of the music.
She slowly stirred her drink with the straws, staring into his eyes the whole time. Did she have to think that hard about it? Could she cast spells on men that made them her willing slave? If she could, he would swear that she had cast one on him.
“My mother told me only to do magic that benefitted others, and I had until today.†She lifted the glass to her lips, pushed the straws aside, and took a long gulp of the drink. She set the empty glass down. “I’ve done minor curses for people, spells to aid maternity and conception, and love spells of course.â€
Love spells.
Perhaps she had cast that spell on him.
She had never used magic to benefit herself before today.
He had seen enough of the world to know that she was unusual in that respect. Her warmth, her selflessness and kindness, spoke to his heart, making her more beautiful. She thought only of helping others when most who possessed her powers would use them to profit from other humans. Power was a drug to mortals. He had seen the effect it had on them. Another person with her abilities would have used it to make them rich, important and popular, lured in by the promises of false happiness it gave, addicted to it.
Serenity seemed immune to it, and when she had finally succumbed to using it for herself, it had been to heal the pain in her heart and have vengeance. The hurt her ex-lover had caused her had driven her to use her power.
And Apollyon had heard her call and responded.
Perhaps he was the result of her spell after all. Her magic could have amplified her voice and he could have heard it because his focus had been on her at the time.
“You are never tempted to use them?â€
She shook her head and then glanced away. “Perhaps sometimes.â€
Sometimes.
Her gaze snuck back to him, meeting his, and her cheeks darkened. It would have been impossible to see it if he hadn’t been watching for it. She had considered a spell. On who? On Edward or on him? Revenge or love?
Serenity’s other hand settled over their joined ones. It was cold from holding the glass but soon warmed on contact with his skin. She turned the hand beneath his, trapping his between hers.
“Do you think we should dance?†There was a nervous edge to her expression and her gaze flickered past him, over his shoulder.
“Is he still watching?†Apollyon could already feel the man’s gaze on his back.
She nodded.
“Then we should definitely dance.â€
She hesitated. “Is it okay to dance… to do any of this?â€
How many times was she going to ask him the same question? His answer wasn’t going to change. Whatever she wanted, he would do it.
Apollyon took hold of her hand, stood and walked around the table to her. His smile seemed to give her the answer that she was looking for, bringing another dark blush to her cheeks, and she slipped from her stool and followed his lead towards the dance floor.
The music was heavier now, harder, and slower. The people on the dance floor were bordering on clothed sex again and, for a moment, he wondered if it really was a good idea. He wasn’t sure where a dance would lead, but the look in Serenity’s eyes said that wherever it took them, it wasn’t pretend.
He pulled her into his arms, so her hands were against his chest, and stood there with her, looking down into her wide eyes. Her pupils dilated, darkening her irises, full of passion and hunger that he could feel beating in her heart.
Whenever she let go of her nerves and of the fact that he was an angel, she was more confident, sensual in her movements and almost flirtatious in her air around him. He wanted her like that now, and not because it would make Edward jealous to see it.
Apollyon slid his hands down to her waist from her ribs, and over her hips. She felt too good beneath his touch. Her eyelids slipped to half-mast and her palms pressed against his chest, not on his suit but on his armour. Did she like the feel of his hands on her?
He tightened his grip on her hips and drew her against him, starting to move slowly to the heavy beat. Her hands slid up over his breastplate and then over his collarbones towards his neck. He shivered when she lightly swept her fingers across his shoulders, and stepped into him, her body moving against his. Each time they brushed, each step that had them rubbing against each other, drove him a little farther towards the edge of control.
Serenity slipped her hands around the back of his head, twirled the dark hair of his ponytail around her slender fingers, and then settled them against the nape of his neck. He shifted his hands, easing them around her back, until they met in the small of it, feeling the way her hips moved as she danced with him. Her leg slid between his and his between hers, and her eyes half-closed again when he brushed the apex of her thighs. He groaned and moved closer to her, eager to feel the whole of her body against his, his thoughts diving down routes they hadn’t traversed in a long time. How good would she look naked? He wanted to explore every supple inch of her with his mouth and hands, wanted to worship her body until she cried his name and collapsed into his arms.
Apollyon stepped back a little, unable to bear the torture and needing a moment to breathe. He was too close to letting go.
Serenity stared into his eyes, hers full of invite, asking him to give in to her. He would do so willingly if he could be sure that this wasn’t an act. It was a charade, nothing more than pretend so they would make Edward jealous. That was all it was.
So why did it feel so good to have her in his arms?
She ran her hands down over his biceps, slowly, her gaze following her right hand as it traced the curves of his muscles, and her heart beating faster, as though exploring his body excited her. Her eyes darkened and he could feel the hunger in her, could sense the growing need.
Why did his body burn wherever she touched?
His gaze flickered to her mouth.
And why couldn’t he keep his eyes off her cherry red lips and his mind off how good it would feel to dip his head and kiss her?
It had been a long time since he had desired a woman, but he knew it had never felt like this—so strong and irresistible. He loved how she moved against him, her body brushing his, teasing him into submission, sending shiver after shiver over his skin and sending his temperature soaring. He loved the way she looked into his eyes and smiled at him, so full of honest emotions and desire. It didn’t feel like an act.
It felt so real and he was sure that she would welcome a kiss from him.
It couldn’t be the glamour because it didn’t work on her. She had to be attracted to him.
She smiled up at him, her hands resting lightly by his elbows, burning him with her touch. He wanted to feel her hands on his chest but this time without his armour in the way. He needed her to touch him, to feel what she did to him and how hard she made his heart beat.
He moved against her, satisfying himself as much as he could in public and without overstepping the mark. She didn’t seem to care. Her eyes slipped shut again when he ran his hands down to her backside and he groaned under his breath at the way the twin peachy globes moved beneath his fingers. He slid his hands lower, until he cupped her bottom, and drew her against him, so her hips were close to his.
He wanted her.
Her wide eyes met his, pupils swallowing her irises, and her lips parted.
He wanted to kiss her.
It couldn’t be pretend.
He wanted to wrap her in his arms and his wings and never let her go.
What had she done to him?
What spell had she cast to make him like this?
Her fingertips caressed his arms, working back up to his shoulders, and she traced the line of the leather straps that held his armour in place. She toyed with the buckles, making his body tremble with the thought that he might get his wish and she might remove his breastplate and touch his bare chest.
He wanted that so much.
Her chest rose and fell with her hard breathing, luring his eyes there. Deep hunger bolted through him at the sight of her breasts pressing against her small black dress. He lost track of what they were doing, until they were only holding each other, staring into each other’s eyes, both of their hearts racing.
His gaze drifted back to her mouth and he couldn’t fight the temptation.
Apollyon lowered his head towards hers, wrapped her in his arms, and tilted his head to kiss her.
She giggled.
He pulled back, frowning. She laughed then and wriggled against him. He groaned when her hip pressed against his aching erection.
She was beautiful when she laughed though. She brushed her shoulder and then down her arm, and he realised that it was his wings. He lifted one and swept the black feathers over her shoulder. She laughed in his arms, genuine and full of happiness.
She seemed to have forgotten her heartache.
They both seemed to have forgotten this was make believe.
If you want to read a little more about Apollyon and Serenity, and how that revenge turns out rather sweet for them both, Her Dark Angel is just $0.99 this weekend.
Her Dark Angel
Felicity Heaton
An angel without a mission, Apollyon lives trapped in Hell guarding the bottomless pit. Surrounded by endless darkness, he longs to fly free on Earth once more but his master hasn’t called him in centuries. When the call finally comes, it’s to serve a new master, a beautiful woman he has often watched over, a woman who has always captivated him.
Serenity is shocked when a gorgeous black-winged angel shows up in her city of Paris claiming that she called him when she was only casting a simple vengeance spell. He’s no other than the angel of death! When Apollyon offers to obey her and help her have revenge on her cheating ex-boyfriend, she can’t resist the temptation, but can she resist him? Can an angel as dark as Apollyon ever fall for a mortal woman like her?
Dark, passionate and erotic, Her Dark Angel is a tale of intense desire and deepest forbidden love guaranteed to get your heart racing.
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Interview with Aleksandr from Heart of Darkness
Ah… one of my joint number 2 heroes is here with me today. Aleksandr from my vampire romance novel Heart of Darkness holds the spot with Julian from my other vampire romance book Love Immortal, and both of them are sexy as hell (and a little damaged)…
Now let me paint a pretty portrait of Aleksandr so you can picture him in your mind.
Aleksandr is born of royal blood, the eldest son of the Nemov bloodline that rules all vampires in Europe. At over eight hundred years old, he appears to be in his mid thirties by human standards. He’s an imposing man, of broad build and tall stature, as handsome as a prince should be, and quick witted and intelligent. With his dark short hair and piercing steel-grey eyes, and sensual mouth, he can get any woman’s attention but is very focused when he pursues the one he’s set his sights on. He has old-world charm in spades, can waltz his way into your heart without a single misstep, and has the kind of honour that drives him to do all in his power to protect the object of his affections. He’s dangerous, deadly, and has a track record of fighting vampire hunters that is four hundred years long. When provoked, his eyes burn red and his fangs emerge. It’s the only warning a vampire hunter gets before he meets Death a few seconds later.
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FH: I have Aleksandr here with me today to talk about his book, Heart of Darkness. Firstly, can you tell us a little about yourself?
ALEKSANDR: I am Aleksandr Nemov, former heir prince of the Nemov household, the royal family of European vampires. I disinherited myself and abdicated the throne, leaving it to my younger brother Vasiliy to inherit upon our father’s death, so I could pursue the vampire hunter who murdered my sister and wipe his progeny from the Earth. I have spent the past four centuries of my eight hundred years in this world seeking out all related to the man who took my sister’s life and bestowing justice upon them.
FH: Was it really necessary to break ties with your family so permanently in order to purse her killer and his offspring?
ALEKSANDR: Absolutely. The Nemov household is responsible for leading vampire society into a brighter future. They were the ones who discovered that we could attain humanity through limiting our kills and because of them, vampires were able to slowly evolve from little more than mindless bloodthirsty beasts into people who could function socially and blend amongst humans. My family teaches pacifism. What I desired to do went against everything they stood for. I had to sever all ties with them in order to protect their cause and not bloody it with my actions. It was painful, but necessary.
FH: That seems quite sad to me. You sacrificed your life in order to pursue your sister’s killer and protect your people from his entire family line. Isn’t it dangerous too? You mentioned about gaining humanity through limiting kills. Surely what you’re doing goes against that?
ALEKSANDR: Unfortunately it does. I have killed thousands since beginning my vendetta. Hunters from that man’s bloodline as well as others. I lose a little of my humanity each year. The darkness is rising within me and sometimes I fear that I will lose myself to the black abyss within my heart and devolve into a beast.
FH: It’s not all doom and gloom for you though, is it? In Heart of Darkness, you meet Elise. How did you meet and how did you feel about them initially?
ALEKSANDR: Elise came upon me in Prague after I had killed a female vampire hunter. Butchered might be a more appropriate word. The darkness had me in its grip but just the sound of her voice and the sight of her made it recede faster than it had ever done before. She fought me and I found I didn’t have the heart to fight her back. I was surprised I could even bring myself to defend against her attacks. She was beautiful, breathtaking in every way. Not just looks. It was her strength, how she fought me, her skill. All of it combined to still my heart and steal my breath. I ended up beneath her, pinned against icy ground that couldn’t chill me while I was looking at her. I knew then that I had to have her.
FH: Your relationship with Elise is complicated because you don’t exactly start out on the right foot. You didn’t exactly make it easy on her, or yourself, did you?
ALEKSANDR: No, I can see that now. I had thought of nothing but hunting for four hundred years and before then I had thought only of bedding whatever woman took my fancy at court back at the palace. I was what your readers may affectionately call a rake. A man with only the pursuit of satisfying empty lusts on his mind. I made my pursuit of Elise into a game, a hunt for her, desiring that she come to my bed and behave as the women at court had around me centuries before. It did not take me long to realise that modern women were completely at odds with the women I had known back then, and my pursuit of Elise was only made more complicated by the fact she is a guard. A strong female, with a strong mind and a strong distaste for being made to feel inferior and weak. My actions towards her just served to push her further away from me at first. Eventually I adjusted enough to modern society and learned enough about Elise that I realised my mistake and also that I needed more than just her in my bed each day. I needed her love. I wanted her to save me from the darkness within my heart.
FH: That’s so sweet. I’m glad you realised in the nick of time that you were being an egotistical womanising rake. *smiles* Can you tell us about what happened in your story?
ALEKSANDR: I came to Prague pursuing the final member of the murderer’s bloodline. We had chased each other for long years, clashing at times but never dealing the killing blow. When I met Elise, I wanted to stay around her. She mesmerised me and I felt compelled to know more about her, to convince her to be my lover. I did the one thing I hadn’t done in the four centuries since my hunt began. I entered the house of a bloodline and sought their assistance. I had remained outside society because I didn’t want to involve them. My pursuit of Elise saw me break that rule, and my presence placed her family in grave danger.
FH: How has life been since the events that happened and brought you together?
ALEKSANDR: I am learning temperance again. We have remained at the mansion in Prague and Elise has continued her duty as a guard. She walks with me sometimes in the city at night, teaching me more about it, and I learn more about her at the same time. I am fortunate to have my sweet Elise. Without her, I would not have survived the darkness. She risked everything for me. I dote on her when she lets me, which is not often. She prefers me to teach her new fighting techniques to fine jewels and dresses, but I am learning to accept that. The darkness within me is beginning to fade but it will be long decades before I have completely mastered it again. Elise fusses over me because of it and I find myself unable to stop her. In fact, I secretly enjoy it… but do not tell her that. I fear she would stop if she knew.
FH: We won’t. I’ll end on something a little more fun. Describe yourself in one word?
ALEKSANDR: Honourable.
FH: That does suit you. What’s your favourite colour?
ALEKSANDR: Red… I like to see it emerge in Elise’s eyes whenever I excite her a little too much.
FH: A little bit TMI there.
ALEKSANDR: What is this TMI?
FH: You’re so antiquated sometimes. It means too much information. Favourite smell?
ALEKSANDR: Freshly fallen snow. It smells like blood.
FH: I know that. I should have guessed. Favourite city?
ALEKSANDR: It would have been my home city in Russia once, but Prague has a certain charm about it. It is beautiful and old, and I am starting to feel I do not want to leave it for a long time to come.
FH: I think Elise will be glad to hear that. Favourite past time?
ALEKSANDR: Training Elise. You have to see it for yourself. The woman is so graceful and strong, but it is her dedication that always astounds me. She will train for hours, honing skills that I have taught her and perfecting her moves. I often sit out halfway through the session and let Andrej take over. There is only so much beating a man’s pride can take. It is nice to watch Andrej suffer defeat at her hands too.
FH: Thank you for meeting with me today and chatting. Is there anything else that you’d like to add?
ALEKSANDR: Thank you for interviewing me. I am looking forward to seeing your interview with my sweet Elise too so I can read what she says about me. I hope that readers have enjoyed this interview as much as I have.
If you want to read a little more about Aleksandr and fall in love with him for yourself, Heart of Darkness is just $0.99 this weekend.
Heart of Darkness
Felicity Heaton
A vampire prince on a four hundred year old mission to avenge his murdered sister…
Aleksandr Nemov won’t stop until the last of the vampire hunter’s progeny is wiped from the Earth. Each kill has stolen a piece of his humanity, pushing him towards the black abyss all vampires hold within their hearts. Now he is teetering on the edge, close to devolving into a beast, and time is running out as he tracks the last hunter to Prague. There he finds a beautiful woman who could be his one chance for salvation, but is it already too late for him?
A vampire guard who will do whatever it takes to protect those she loves…
Elise is dedicated to her duty. It’s the only thing she has left. All that changes when she meets Aleksandr in Prague and her master grants him permission to stay at her bloodline’s mansion. She knows all about Aleksandr but none of it prepares her for how she feels when the legendary prince’s hunt becomes one for her heart. Elise battles him with all of her strength but can she stop herself from falling for the handsome hunter? When he reveals the depth of the corruption in his soul, will she have the strength to face the pain in her past and do whatever it takes to save him?
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Birthday Bash Grand Giveaway – Win a $100 or $50 Amazon Gift Certificate and signed paperbacks!
I guess this is probably the event that everyone has been waiting for this weekend. To celebrate my birthday this year, I’m giving you all a chance to win some amazing prizes. The giveaway is open internationally and you have until 11:59pm EST Monday 9th April to enter.
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Welcome to day two of my Birthday Bash event – more competitions and free books!
Good morning everyone and welcome to the second day of my Birthday Bash weekend. I have a whole bunch of fantastic posts lined up for you today, including more free books for your Kindles, fun character interviews where you can ask the hero your questions too, my favourite scenes from Her Dark Angel and Forbidden Blood, a flash fiction, and an amazing competition where you can win a $100 Amazon Gift Certificate!
Let’s catch up with yesterday’s posts before I kick today’s off. There’s still time to enter the competition yesterday, pose your questions to Veiron and Hyperion, and shout out for which character you want me to write a drabble (100 word scene) for!
Here are all the links to yesterday’s posts so you can catch up…
FRIDAY 6TH APRIL
- Welcome to my Birthday Bash!
- FREE vampire romance book – Vampire for Christmas
- Fantastic paranormal romance books for only $0.99 this weekend!
- Character Interview – Veiron from the Her Angel series
- My Favourite Scene – from Love Immortal
- FREE vampire romance book – Reunion
- Match the Quotes Competition #1 – Vampires Realm
- Character Interview – Hyperion from the Vampires Realm series
- My Favourite Scene – from Heart of Darkness
- Drabbles – Shout Out for your Favourite Character
Also, don’t forget to download the discounted books before they go back up in price on Tuesday 10th April.

Heart of Darkness
A vampire prince on a four hundred year old mission to avenge his murdered sister…
Aleksandr Nemov won’t stop until the last of the vampire hunter’s progeny is wiped from the Earth. Each kill has stolen a piece of his humanity, pushing him towards the black abyss all vampires hold within their hearts. Now he is teetering on the edge, close to devolving into a beast, and time is running out as he tracks the last hunter to Prague. There he finds a beautiful woman who could be his one chance for salvation, but is it already too late for him?
A vampire guard who will do whatever it takes to protect those she loves…
Elise is dedicated to her duty. It’s the only thing she has left. All that changes when she meets Aleksandr in Prague and her master grants him permission to stay at her bloodline’s mansion. She knows all about Aleksandr but none of it prepares her for how she feels when the legendary prince’s hunt becomes one for her heart. Elise battles him with all of her strength but can she stop herself from falling for the handsome hunter? When he reveals the depth of the corruption in his soul, will she have the strength to face the pain in her past and do whatever it takes to save him?
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Love Immortal
Rescued from werewolves by the most breathtaking man she’s ever seen, Lauren is dragged into the fight of her life and a dark world she never knew existed. There, she discovers that she’s the latest reincarnation of a goddess and must drink the blood of her immortal protector, Julian, in order to reawaken and continue her three thousand year old mission to defeat Lycaon, the original werewolf.
With the help of Julian and an organisation of people with supernatural abilities, Lauren fights for her life, their future and the fate of mankind against Lycaon and his deadly army, but can she succeed when Lycaon has killed all of her predecessors?
Can she crack the armour around Julian’s heart and seize her happily forever after with him? And can Julian bring himself to trust Lauren with the fragments of his heart after everything he’s been through?
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Her Dark Angel
An angel without a mission, Apollyon lives trapped in Hell guarding the bottomless pit. Surrounded by endless darkness, he longs to fly free on Earth once more but his master hasn’t called him in centuries. When the call finally comes, it’s to serve a new master, a beautiful woman he has often watched over, a woman who has always captivated him.
Serenity is shocked when a gorgeous black-winged angel shows up in her city of Paris claiming that she called him when she was only casting a simple vengeance spell. He’s no other than the angel of death! When Apollyon offers to obey her and help her have revenge on her cheating ex-boyfriend, she can’t resist the temptation, but can she resist him? Can an angel as dark as Apollyon ever fall for a mortal woman like her?
Dark, passionate and erotic, Her Dark Angel is a tale of intense desire and deepest forbidden love guaranteed to get your heart racing.
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Prophecy: Child of Light
A vampire unlike any other, Prophecy lives life in the dark until the night she encounters Valentine, a gorgeous vampire who is both her enemy and the man who will change her life forever.
Convinced that the prophecy about her is wrong and unable to ignore the vision of them that he saw in her blood, Valentine goes against his orders to execute Prophecy and kidnaps her instead. The attraction between them grows as they search for the truth behind the prophecy, battle a dark evil that threatens to destroy the world, and attempt to evade their families and the Law Keepers.
When the truth about her is revealed, will Prophecy be strong enough to face it? Will they discover a way to save the world from Hell? And will they finally see past the hatred bred into them by their families and surrender to their love?
The first novel in the Vampires Realm series, Prophecy: Child of Light, is part one in an epic tale of love and war that is sure to capture your heart and leave you craving more.
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Drabbles – Shout out for your favourite character!
I am going to take requests this weekend for characters who will get their own drabbles on Monday 9th April.
Basically I want you to shout out for the character you think deserves their very own 100 word scene.
A drabble has to be precisely 100 words so sometimes it can take a lot of effort and tweaking to get it just right.
Here are some examples of drabbles I’ve previously written:
Jascha (Reunion)Night falls. Stars explode across the heavens. Wind murmurs sweet words into his ear.
It breathes life into his immortal bones and stirs desire into his undead heart. It beckons him, lures him, begs him to hunt so he can taste the delicious ambrosia of blood. But that word alone takes him back fifty years.
To her.
Always to her.
To the woman who brought him to his knees, but taught him to stand tall. Marise, who made his heart irrevocably hers.
His head falls back, eyes track the stars. He wonders.
Will tonight be the night she comes back?
Prophecy (Prophecy Trilogy)A kiss. Feather light. Fleeting. So barely there it makes her stomach feel as light as air. Her body quivers, begs, desires his touch more than anything, yet Valentine denies her. He knows just how to torture so pleasantly she wants to die. A flick of his tongue against her throat has her biting her lip to hold herself back. This game is divine but hell all at the same time.
He draws back, smiles, and then strikes.
Fangs penetrate her neck, giving her what she needs most—the connection. She responds in kind. Savours his blood. Savours his love.
Shout out in a comment with the name of a character (or characters) you think deserves a drabble this weekend.Â
I’ll take requests until Monday morning UK time and then I’ll choose those with the most fans and write something for them and they’ll be posted Monday evening. I’ve already had some requests over at Facebook and I’ll count those too.

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My favourite scene from Heart of Darkness
I have the hard task of choosing my favourite scenes from some of my books to share with you this weekend. It might sound like a lot of fun, but sometimes there is more than one scene that I really love in a book and choosing between them can be very tricky. Add to that the fact that I can’t choose a scene that gives something major about the plot away and it becomes doubly tricky!
My next favourite scene is from Heart of Darkness and again it was really difficult to choose between them. It’s a long scene this time, close to 6000 words, but it’s one that I really love and I think it shows Aleksandr in all his beauty.
My Favourite Scene From…
Heart of Darkness
Elise rubbed the sleep from her eyes and hurried down the dim corridor on the second floor. Was Aleksandr alright? The knock on her bedroom door had startled her but not as much as the request of the servant on the other side. The young male vampire had hastily relayed an order to join Aleksandr in his reception room and then quickly left. She couldn’t blame him for being nervous when the sun was up. Or had the trace of fear she had felt in him been because of Aleksandr? She raced down the stairs to the first floor and stopped near the bottom, cautiously peering around the wall to the entrance hall. The shutters were down, blocking out the noonday sun. The sound of footsteps broke the silence, heavy on the hardwood floor below. She glanced down at the immense man dressed head-to-toe in black fatigues. One of the day guards that her family employed. The werewolves had always been more than happy to protect her kind in return for an exorbitant amount of money. He looked up at her, golden eyes sharp and curious. Elise moved on, driven by curiosity herself.
Why was Aleksandr awake and why did he need to see her?
Red spots had stained his bandages. Perhaps he was hurting again, in too much pain to sleep. She hadn’t done a good enough job. He’d said that she had but she didn’t believe him. If she had done her job properly, he wouldn’t have bled again.
Elise cursed herself.
She should have allowed the medical staff to assist him. The thought that he might be in pain because of her twisted her stomach and made her feel sick. It had been foolish of her to try to keep him all to herself, to desire to return the favour and make him better, to look after him as he had her.
She slowed when she reached the double wooden doors to his rooms and then knocked without hesitation.
“Come.†His voice was heavy and quiet through the doors.
Elise opened them, slipped into the room, and closed them silently behind her. The fire was the only light in the dark red room. She moved forwards, wanting to see Aleksandr. He sat shirtless in the leather armchair with its back to her and the door. There were blood canisters and an empty glass on a small round wooden side table next to the armchair. It reassured her that he was feeding well, but she still wanted proof that his injuries were healing and that she hadn’t left him in pain. He had said the bleeding was his fault, and she had seen him grab his brother, but the guilt still lingered inside her, adding to her worry.
It wasn’t only that he was hurt. She feared that he had seen things in her blood.
He didn’t look at her as she came to stand beside him, with the small table between them and the red couch to her left. She smoothed down the loose black jogging bottoms and camisole, her hands shaking as she did so. Perhaps she should have dressed properly before coming to him. She had panicked when the servant had given her the message and had thrown on the first clothes she had found. Now she felt oddly naked around him, exposed even when she wasn’t.
She felt vulnerable without her uniform to protect her. Did she hide behind her duty so much that it had become her shield, her way of keeping people from getting too close to her?
Elise wrapped her arms across her chest. Aleksandr still didn’t look at her.
He stared at the flames, quiet and distant, the air around him heavy as though affected by the weight of his thoughts.
Not wanting to disturb him, she stepped back and turned to leave.
“Stay,†he whispered and she looked at him over her shoulder. He was still staring at the fire.
“What are my orders?†she said, trying to draw a reaction from him. His expression didn’t shift, not even to show the slightest sign of emotion.
“Orders? No orders.†He slowly turned his head and looked up into her eyes. There was such fatigue in his handsome face, and so much weariness in his grey eyes, but she couldn’t fathom his feelings. He was too old for her to read easily. “Sit a while. I need company.â€
She didn’t have the heart to protest, not today, not when he looked so tired and lost. She could have considered his words to be an order but he’d made it clear that they weren’t. They were a request, and she granted him it, because he looked as though he genuinely needed the company.
Elise sat in the leather armchair opposite him, her rising nerves churning her stomach. The fire was warm against her legs but she pulled them up, placing her bare feet on the seat of the chair, and wrapped her arms around them. She didn’t want to be too close to the flames. Aleksandr didn’t seem to care about the danger it represented. He was staring into it again, his head propped up on his right hand, his long black trouser-clad legs crossed.
He said nothing.
She took him using his arm as a good sign and took his silence as an opportunity to check the bandage. Someone had placed a new one on him and, judging by how untidy it was, they didn’t have medical knowledge. Had his brother helped him?
Without thinking, she frayed the ends of the strip of bandage around her right wrist, her gaze lingering on Aleksandr’s face. He was undeniably handsome, even when he was thinking so hard that there was a focused edge to his eyes, his dark eyebrows knitted tightly. His mussed dark hair told her that he had slept at some point. Why was it eluding him now?
Elise wanted to ask him what was on his mind so he would feel better for sharing it but it wasn’t her place to behave in such a way, and she feared where it might lead. Instead, she stayed with a safe question but one she wanted an answer to nonetheless.
“Are you in pain, Sir?â€
He turned his frown on her and she held his gaze, unafraid of the darkness in his eyes. Her use of a rank for him had annoyed him. She had no right to call him Aleksandr. She had been far too friendly with him recently and had acted out of place. Someone of her rank didn’t belong with him, and they certainly didn’t have the right to act so familiarly around him.
He shook his head, his frown remaining in place. His gaze fell to her wrist and his frown disappeared.
“You worry about it.†He held his hand out to her. Elise placed her feet down on the rug, leaned forwards, and offered her wrist to him. He carefully unpinned the bandage and removed it. She shivered when his thumb grazed the two dark spots on her skin and ached at the memory of how it had felt to have him bite her. “You worried about it in the hall when my brother had arrived, and after in this very room when you came to enquire about my health. You worry too much, dearest Elise.â€
Did she? She didn’t think that she did. He had bitten her and she knew that she had done a terrible job of keeping her thoughts and feelings hidden from him.
“I did see things in your blood,†he whispered, his thumb continuing to stroke her wrist, sending shiver after shiver racing up her arm. He looked deep into her eyes. “I saw nothing I can use against you, if that is what you fear.â€
“I do not,†Elise lied with ease, not wanting him to see her weakness, and took her hand away from him. What had he seen? She desired to press him into telling her but knew it was pointless. He was already staring at the fire again, his expression becoming heavy once more. “You seem tired, Sir.â€
“If there is anyone in this world worthy of calling me Aleksandr, it is you, Elise. I tire of your formality. I am not your commander in these long hours of day where sleep eludes me. I am a selfish man who woke you so I might not face the day alone.â€
Elise drew her feet back up onto the chair and hugged her legs. Nothing but a man? He was more than a man, even when it was day, and the hour didn’t change her respect for him, or the fact that he was her commander. He wanted it to though. She could see that in his eyes. He wanted her to treat him as though he was only a man in need of company, something which she could give him. He didn’t want to be a prince or a commander to her. She knew what he wanted, and she was too afraid to give it to him. He couldn’t be her lover.
But he could be a man.
A friend for now at least.
“Why does sleep elude you?†She studied his face as he stared into the flames. They danced in his eyes, turning the grey golden, making him look like one of the werewolves even when she knew he wasn’t. The werewolves didn’t suffer the call of darkness as her kind did, as Aleksandr did.
“I have not had that dream in many years,†he whispered to the fire and pressed his fist against his lips. “It has not shaken me in decades.â€
“Dream?†Elise lowered her feet again and leaned forwards, wanting him to see that she was here for him and would listen to anything he had to say if it would help him to find sleep again. He needed to rest and heal.
“Katya’s death.†He kept looking at the fire.
An ache settled in her chest, burning in her heart. Who was Katya? The way Aleksandr had said that name with so much pain but an edge of affection too, a spark of love in his eyes, hurt Elise. She looked away, trying to rearrange her jumbled feelings into some semblance of order. Katya. Who was this woman whom Aleksandr had loved?
She felt his eyes come to settle on her but refused to look at him when she was struggling with her emotions. Aleksandr was a prince, a vampire of the noblest bloodline, and handsome. She was under no illusion that he hadn’t been with many women in his life.
But the thought that he might have loved one of them, that he loved her still, made her want to leave the room, made her want to surrender any foolish hope she had of ever claiming Aleksandr’s heart, and made her want to cry.
“Elise?†he whispered and she blinked away her tears, hiding them from him. She started when his fingers grazed her cheek, a light caress that both warmed and chilled her heart.
Taking a deep breath, she brushed his hand away, switched off her feelings and looked at him.
He sat with his hand outstretched to her, an edge of pain in his stormy eyes. He was still a moment, and then curled the hand she had swept aside into a fist and withdrew into his chair, the hurt in his expression increasing. He had wanted to comfort her and she had pushed him away, even when she had been craving the contact between them and the reassurance.
“You seem to take offence at the sound of my sister’s name,†he said in a quiet voice and Elise felt like a fool. “Do not worry so much. There is room in my dark heart for you both.â€
She blushed, her cheeks burning hotter than if the sun had touched her. Room in his heart? Her gaze leapt from the flames to his, wanting to search it for the truth behind those low spoken words, but he looked away from her, staring back into the fire.
“Ekatarina Nemov.†She needed to be sure that they were talking about the same person and that his sister’s death was the reason he was so upset.
“Katya to myself and my brother, Vasiliy.†Aleksandr was quiet a moment and then sighed. “I wish he had not come. He is too much like her. When I see him, I cannot help seeing her too.â€
Elise waited for him to continue. She didn’t know the full story behind his sister’s death. Over the centuries it had become legend more than anything else and Aleksandr had begun to slip into legend with it. But he was here now, sitting in front of her, a man so vulnerable and in so much visible pain that she wondered what burden his heart bore because of his sister’s death.
“My sister was younger than me,†he whispered in a broken voice. The golden light of the fire warmed his features but all she could feel in him was cold and hurt. “She was beautiful, kind, kept away from the violence of our species because she was female. She had never killed.â€
He looked at her now, his grey eyes open and earnest, as though beseeching her to hear his words and know the truth in them.
“It had been her duty to maintain the peace and be seen as the example for our people to follow… delicate and like a human… not a beast inside. Not like me.â€
Elise didn’t think he was a beast. Not yet. She moved forwards, perched on the edge of her seat. She wanted to reach across to him, to take his hand again and hold it, to comfort him.
“I was taught to fight, in case need arose, and had learned to kill. I had the skill to protect my people in war if needed, but I failed to protect her.†Aleksandr looked away again, at the fire, tears lining his eyes. They were gone when he blinked, erased as easily as his emotions. She couldn’t feel his hurt now, couldn’t sense anything from him.
“What happened to her?â€
“There was a raid on the palace. I tried to get to her but I was not fast enough. The hunter killed my sister and fled. She was defenceless, Elise. He slaughtered her maids and the guards that protected her. He butchered my sister.†Aleksandr closed his eyes and clenched his fists so tightly that his knuckles burned white. A wave of anger washed over Elise and her brow furrowed when she felt the sharp raw pain that laced it. “I could not save my sister and my heart could not rest until I had avenged her.â€
“You hunted him.†It wasn’t a question. The answer was in his eyes when they met hers. Violence echoed in their depths. He had looked that way when he had killed the hunters in the city.
“I soaked my hands in blood and left my family so my actions did not taint their ideals or their name.â€
In that moment, Elise felt as though she was looking at a different person. Not the Aleksandr she knew but the one that she feared. He was so distant as he looked at her, and as he spoke, and she was afraid that he was seeking his death and that the duty he’d undertaken weighed too heavily on him.
He had bloodied his hands and he was paying the price for it. His need to avenge his sister was turning him into a beast. How many more times could he kill before he succumbed to the darkness within him and devolved into the demon their ancestors had been? How close to the edge of the abyss was he now?
How could so noble a man have lost himself to the dark urges living within them all?
Elise knew of his time as their heir prince and that he had been a good man, one worthy of leading their people into a new era of peace. He had been strong, and had upheld the ideals of his family, preaching pacifism over violence and setting an example. The example he had become now was a cautionary tale to all vampires. Follow the rules of the monarchy or face the future Aleksandr had chosen. How could he do this to himself?
Wasn’t he afraid of what his future held for him?
Aleksandr sighed and looked into the fire again, his gaze distant and thoughtful. She didn’t press him to speak to her because she couldn’t find her voice when she wanted to ask him things that might hurt or anger him. She wanted to know more about his sister and what had driven him to forsake his family and lead a life of danger and darkness. She wanted him to show his eyes to her so she could see the truth in them and see once and for all that he was treading the fine line between humanity and depravity.
She wanted to take his hand and promise him that she would find a way to fix him, to redeem him and stop him from slipping into the endless black within his heart and soul.
It was ridiculous to think she could do such a thing, but she wanted it with all of her heart. She would find a way to save him. He didn’t deserve to become evil, not when he had only been doing something honourable and beautiful in trying to avenge his sister’s needless horrible death.
“What do you think while you look at me with such intent, Elise?†He looked at her out of the corner of his eye.
“Only that it is a noble thing you have done and that your people are grateful that you have chosen to protect us and have put us before even your own safety.â€
He scoffed and waved her away. “Noble? Everyone believes me to be that way. I do not think it very noble to choose to bloody my hands, and I am no longer fit for the crown or to lead my people.â€
“I still believe you are noble, Aleksandr.â€
His eyes widened. Was the disbelief in their grey depths because she had used his name or because of what she had said? She did believe that he was noble. No other man she knew would do such a thing for a blood relative.
“You still think like a prince in your heart,†she said and he frowned now, his eyes darkening with it. “Do not deny it, because I have seen it is true. You say that you hunt with vengeance on your mind but you go after other vampire hunters too, ones not related to the man who killed your sister. That is noble, and you do it with the intention of protecting those weaker than you.â€
He looked away from her, as though ashamed to hear her words about him. He deserved praise for what he had done and the sacrifices he made, even if he didn’t think he did. He needed to hear that he helped his people, made their world a safer place to live in and saved many from having to resort to violence.
The monarchy, his family, had chosen their path to saving their people and Aleksandr had chosen his. Both of them did so to protect their kin from the darkness and the hunters.
“You are noble, Aleksandr. I will say it however many times it takes for you to believe it.â€
He rubbed his shoulder and she watched his hand, following his fingers and checking to see whether the wounds were aggravating him. He didn’t look as though he was in pain.
She glanced at the blood canister and glass on the side table and then back at him, her gaze catching on his bare stomach and the mark above his right hip. No matter what he thought, he was still worthy of the name of Nemov. He still protected their kind.
“Would you do something for me, Elise… something which would help me?†he whispered and she dragged her eyes up to meet his. He looked uncertain and then held her gaze. “You may say no if you wish.â€
She didn’t even know what he was going to ask her so she was hardly going to say no outright. There was a nervous edge to his expression. It was strange to see such a strong person so vulnerable. What did he want to ask that made him look this way?
“Speak,†she said, wanting to hear what it was he had to ask of her.
He hesitated a moment, looking around the room, and then held her gaze again.
“Will you come to me?†He held his left hand out to her and her eyes fell there. “Allow me to hold you… only for a while… I only need to hold you.â€
Nerves skittered over her skin and her heart fluttered against her ribs. She couldn’t see how it would help him and she wasn’t sure if she trusted him to only hold her as he’d said. He kept his hand outstretched to her and she stared at it, feeling as though he was reaching for more than just her hand.
He was reaching for her heart and she was afraid that he would take it if she went to him, and she would never feel again when he left her.
Just as he was about to take his hand back, Elise placed hers into it and bravely stood on trembling legs. She swallowed, her throat and mouth dry. It was insane of her to do this, to place herself into his arms, but he needed her and she couldn’t deny him. She wanted to comfort him and ease his pain. She wanted to take away his nightmare and give him peace.
She needed to.
Her heartbeat quickened when he drew her towards him and leaned back into the chair. She took a deep breath to steady her nerves and then eyed his lap. The look in Aleksandr’s beautiful grey eyes stilled her heart. There was so much affection in them now and no trace of the pain or the loneliness that had been there before. Seeing the effect she had on him bolstered her courage and she sat on his left thigh, facing the fire, and curled her legs around so her calves rested against his shins. He looked at her as though she was an angel for coming to him, a merciful creature to have given him this moment he so clearly needed with her.
She wasn’t afraid when he placed his left arm around her waist and held her side. It warmed her to feel his hand against her, his thumb lightly brushing her skin through the black camisole.
“No one will disturb us.†He continued to look up at her, into her eyes, so close that she could easily kiss him if she wanted to.
And she did want to.
But this moment wasn’t about such things.
She was here to offer him comfort only, to give him the reassurance he craved and to give him back his strength.
“I just need to hold you for a while, if that is alright with you?†he whispered and Elise nodded.
She swallowed again when he drew her close and rested his head against her chest and her shoulder. His breath was soft against her chest, his arm gentle around her waist. He sighed and she felt him relax, sensed the calm that washed through him and chased away his pain. This close to him, skin-on-skin, it was easier for her to sense his feelings, especially when he was letting her as she knew he was. He had opened his heart to her, allowing her to catch a glimmer of his emotions. He feared his dreams of his sister. The pain he felt was strong, buried deep in his heart, and Elise wanted to make it disappear for him even when she knew that was impossible.
Not even the death of the hunter that he sought or the achievement of his vengeance would erase the hurt Aleksandr felt when he thought about his sister. The way that he had spoken of her, with so much affection and so much pain, made that clear. He would never forgive the hunter’s bloodline for what it had done to her. Elise could understand his feelings, felt a similar way about someone she had lost. That pain would never go away. It would haunt her for the rest of her life and she had to live with it.
He sighed again and his head became heavy against her shoulder. He wasn’t sleeping but it felt as though he might be. He was a dead weight on her chest but Elise didn’t mind. She was only glad that she was making him feel better.
It was strange to be this close to him and not have him try something with her. A fragment of her heart had been convinced that he would attempt to touch her or kiss her. She started to relax too, glad that he wasn’t going to push her into doing anything. She was too weak for him. If he kissed her, she wouldn’t be able to resist him, no matter how much sense told her to. Her heart would always overrule her head.
Aleksandr’s breathing slowed, becoming deep and gentle. She liked the feel of him against her, holding her close and sharing a quiet moment with her.
Elise placed her arms around him and stroked the bandages covering his right shoulder and arm. She placed her hand against his back, trying to sense whether he was healing again now.
“Do not worry so much,†he sighed against her skin and raised his right hand and caught hold of her left. He brought it away from his shoulder and, for a moment, she feared he was going to kiss it but then he held it against his chest, over his heart. “You are disturbing me with it.â€
She didn’t mean to. It was difficult to control her emotions when they were in each other’s arms, as though they were lovers. Aleksandr wanted them to be that. She was tempted to probe his feelings for her and see what they were, but resisted and pushed away her worry instead. He would be able to sense her feelings clearly, far more easily than she could sense his. To him, it would be as though he was feeling everything that she was. His age granted him such power over her, one that he would always hold because of the difference in their years. If she lived to be his age, he would still be able to sense things more easily than her. His power would never stop growing stronger.
He sighed when she touched his neck with her right hand and before she could stop herself, she was stroking the soft short hair at the back of his head to soothe him.
The flames mesmerised her along with the feel of his hair beneath her fingers and his arm around her waist. It was quiet and peaceful, and she wasn’t afraid. She felt so incredibly comfortable with him and a part of her wished it wouldn’t end.
It was nice to have such a strong man need her and rely on her. It made her feel strong too.
She liked how he held her, and how he felt against her, and that he genuinely seemed to need her. She ran her fingers through his hair and cradled his head to her, wishing he could find in her arms the sleep that eluded him. She would watch over him and keep the bad dreams away if she could. She would make them stay away forever.
Elise lowered her lips and barely stopped herself from kissing the top of his head. She breathed him in instead, taking his warm scent down into her lungs and holding it there. There was power in his scent, strength that she had sensed the moment they had met. He had let her defeat him then and she wasn’t sure why. She had never thought to ask him and now didn’t seem like the right time.
She sighed, tilted her head to one side, and rested her right cheek on her fingers where they held the top of his head. He moaned softly and held her closer. Elise smiled and stared into the fire, losing track of the minutes as they held each other.
Just as she was beginning to have to fight off the urge to fall asleep, Aleksandr stirred and released her. She blinked several times and focused her drowsy senses.
“I am sorry, I have kept you here all day,†he said in a gravelly voice that betrayed his fatigue.
Elise shrugged and then rubbed her eyes. She looked down at his right hand where it rested over her left knee. It was strange how quickly she had grown used to being so intimate with him. She had been ready to sleep this way, curled up on his lap and in his arms. It had felt like the safest place in the world.
“Thank you.†He reached up and swept the backs of his right fingers across her cheek, a slight frown marring his brow. “You are tired. Sleep. I will take a different guard tonight.â€
Those words forced any shred of tiredness from her. “I don’t understand. You said we were off duty tonight. You’re not hunting?â€
He nodded. “I must.â€
The thought of him going into the city with the other females in his guard tightened her insides.
“I’m not tired,†she said so fast that it was almost one word. “It is my duty to guard you.â€
“That will not do. You are tired.†He stroked her face and smiled at her, his grey eyes brightening with it. “You forget I can see straight through you.â€
She hadn’t forgotten, just as she hadn’t forgotten that he had seen things in her blood too, things that he wouldn’t tell her about. Did he know her feelings for him and her fears? She wasn’t sure whether she wanted him to know them or not. If he did, would he treat her differently, would he be more careful with the heart that he was stealing from her?
“You are tired too, Sir.†She quickly corrected herself when he glared at her. “Aleksandr.â€
“We are far too intimate now for such formal terms.†He smiled, his hand falling to her knee again, a not so subtle reminder that she was still perched on his thigh. His gaze held hers. “Elise.â€
She blushed at the way he’d whispered her name, saying it with such force and passion that her mind raced to imagine him speaking it against her skin between kisses and into her ear as he made love with her.
“You must rest. I have told the guard that we are off duty tonight and they are excited because of the ball our master is arranging for your brother and you… you must rest…†Elise placed her hand against his injured shoulder, looked at it and then back into his eyes. “You are not healed yet.â€
Aleksandr took hold of her hand, curling his fingers around so their tips grazed her palm. His grip was strong but gentle. The hard look in his eyes softened and he nodded.
“I will rest, but only because you have asked me to.â€
It shocked Elise that he would take such a command from her and she couldn’t make out whether he was being genuine and had accepted it to ease her mind, or whether he had done so only to get into her good book and make her surrender to him. She didn’t want it to be the latter. Couldn’t he see that she hated the thought of him making her weak like the other females? She had never been reliant on the males of her species and it wasn’t going to be any different now that Aleksandr was in her heart. She could take care of herself. She didn’t want to change. She didn’t want him to make her into something that she wasn’t and could never be.
“Come,†he said and she stood, leaving the comfort of his lap and quickly distancing herself. The look he gave her said that he’d noticed her change in attitude towards him.
He looked as though he was going to say something about it and then picked up his white shirt where it lay crumpled on the couch. He slipped his arms into it but didn’t bother to do up the buttons.
Elise wasn’t sure what to do. She considered apologising for hitting him before he had left for Budapest, but now wasn’t the right time. It would have to wait, and the longer it did the worse she felt about it.
She would return to the second floor, shower and dress, and think about everything before finding the right point at which to apologise to him. She couldn’t do it now, not when she was wrestling with her desire to kiss him. She couldn’t let that happen again, at least not until she was sure of a few things and could no longer resist the temptation.
Elise went to back towards the door but Aleksandr closed the gap between them and took hold of her shoulder. Her gaze immediately fell to his lips, taking in their sensual curves and she was unable to ignore her growing desire. Who was she kidding? If he tried to kiss her, she would be all over him.
“Get some sleep. The sun is only just setting. There is time before the ball.†His hand slipped from her shoulder.
Elise nodded and her gaze tracked him across the room. He went into his bedroom and closed the door.
Now she was confused. He had held her without trying anything, had shown a side of himself that she was sure no one else saw, and now he had left her in his reception room and had gone to bed alone.
What had happened to the Aleksandr who had pursued her relentlessly, who had let the entire world know that he wanted her, and who had kissed her in this room?
If it hadn’t been for the events of today, she would have been convinced that he didn’t want her anymore. But he did. His desire was unchanged, so what was different?
A quiet voice said that it was what he’d seen in her blood.
Elise stared at the dark wooden double doors, trying to sense him on the other side.
What had he seen?
She had half a mind to knock on the doors and demand to know. It wouldn’t get her anywhere though. He wasn’t going to tell her.
Elise went to the door that led onto the corridor, opened it, and paused. The moment she was dressed, she was going to come back and apologise for hitting him and she was going to find out why he was different.
She had to know.
Because the new Aleksandr had her falling for him faster than ever.
In fact, she was in love with him.
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Heart of Darkness
Felicity Heaton
A vampire prince on a four hundred year old mission to avenge his murdered sister…
Aleksandr Nemov won’t stop until the last of the vampire hunter’s progeny is wiped from the Earth. Each kill has stolen a piece of his humanity, pushing him towards the black abyss all vampires hold within their hearts. Now he is teetering on the edge, close to devolving into a beast, and time is running out as he tracks the last hunter to Prague. There he finds a beautiful woman who could be his one chance for salvation, but is it already too late for him?
A vampire guard who will do whatever it takes to protect those she loves…
Elise is dedicated to her duty. It’s the only thing she has left. All that changes when she meets Aleksandr in Prague and her master grants him permission to stay at her bloodline’s mansion. She knows all about Aleksandr but none of it prepares her for how she feels when the legendary prince’s hunt becomes one for her heart. Elise battles him with all of her strength but can she stop herself from falling for the handsome hunter? When he reveals the depth of the corruption in his soul, will she have the strength to face the pain in her past and do whatever it takes to save him?
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